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fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you
i can't go begging back
i can't prove you right
i can't tell you im sorry
because then i would look stupid
and foolish
as you turn me down for asking
and make me look like a horrible person
i just want to be happier again
fuck you fuck you fuck you
i just wish i had more happiness to spread
to be my own little system of joy
passing it around my cells in a circle
all to get just a small hit of the good stuff
i don't want you, i just miss the shit you provided
sometimes thats something id be willing to admit
but i can't with you
you'll hurt me more over small things
i hate it
fuck you

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