it's nice to meet you again
considering i didn't talk to you much
and i lost a lot of my memories surrounding that era
I don't really have much to remember you by
but i know i could have and wanted to trust you
and that much is entirely clear to me now
you dealt with me so effortlessly, atleast what i saw
and you just wanted to help
the feelings i felt that night were probably something id probably will feel again at some point
and for you stepping in, even if i first came to you and spilled it all
i really appreciate you dealing with my bullshit
as well as lack of any preservation for you, despite
all you've been through
you're just so, experienced is the word
and your past experiences gave me something to grasp
as i clung to my feelings and my want
to be here
my mind was everywhere, not caring and you still were there
i couldn't ever imagine being so responsive and resilient to be like this
even though it's a part of my dreams
flipped my world upside down so i was smiling, haha
all I need to say is
you deserved a lot more than me, and you still deserve so much more.
"please, please
be here, for me dear.
cuz ive never needed a friend more
I can't stress enough
how much it means to me that you're trying...
...ive never hated myself more
and this is just a bump in the road,
and i promise I'm trying."
:):
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I'll Be Fine (pt. 1 of 2)
Poetrypoetry showing my stress. relieving, coping, really. continuing to add poems, sometimes daily. use this as place to talk about your own frustrations and dances with pain and strife apparently wattpad limits the number of parts you can have, so I'm s...
