✧. ┊  𝐚𝐯𝐚𝐭𝐚𝐫 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬.

𝘲𝘶𝘢𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘤𝘩

spider is your and his child.

he wasn't really the nicest guy to anyone
but you.

he felt the special need to protect you, he thought that it was because of his captainy responsibility.

oh boy, was he wrong
he was in love with you, very dearly, in love with you.

so in love with you that you two had a child together.

he couldn't deny it, but he didn't want you to get in front of his work, so he acted like nothing was happening between you two.

you didn't really like him as much because he wanted to destroy a really beautiful planet called pandora, but you fell in love with him too, for some reason you acted like he was no one.

just your boss.

but quaritch decided to tell you about his feelings so that he won't have to think about you at work.

he didn't really want to, but he had to,
his work is still very important to him

oh, and this guy called jake sully, he thought that he was the best out of everyone until he betrayed us, and that made the relationship between you two even worse

since you two had a child, it had to be sent to earth, and so did you. the  baby wasn't even old enough for a capsule.

you still had to be sent to earth because he was worried about your safety.

which broke you inside, you didn't want your child to be raised in a laboratory.

but quaritch thought it was fine since he was there to protect him.

well, until he died.

he was dead, the na'vi had killed him.
and this jake sully guy had won against him.

it broke you inside cause
who would protect your child?
did he even care about the child?
did he care about you?
did he care about himself?

simple answer is
no, he didn't care about himself
he only cared about his work and you.
the child was basically non existent for him, he thought the baby had ruined your relationship with him, that you cared more about the baby than your job.

it was true.
you weren't ashamed of it, why should you be? It's your child but that's not the part that made you sad.

it was their both well being.
they weren't fine, well since you heard that quaritch had gotten an avatar and didn't even remember your child

you wanted to go talk to him
see him
see your child.

☄. *. ⋆