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ORANGE HORIZON: HOPE

I have this strong feeling of dread

Even though I am not hoping to be dead
But I do like doing nothing in my bed
And your words had impact that said,
“You're a good friend, hope you'll stick 'till the end.”

I started developing this weird feeling
It made me asked questions in prying
Are you even that worth lying and crying?
Why do I have the urge to do the hugging?
Or am I crazy seeing those things flying?

There is something that held in your stare
I don't know whether to run from scare
I am afraid that my emotions are bare
I have to face it and act like I don't care
Because I'm not ready to lose what we share
I'm sending signals to you so you could see
Hoping you'll sink and lost in my eyes like sea
Between me and her, am I the Coke or Pepsi?
I'm envious 'cause she's delicate like Rosé
She's an idol-like, while I'm just an emcee

Hoping the time will come for you to notice
That my love is so pure with no malice
I had wrote the things about you and a list
Everytime you smile, it makes me so bliss
But I had to stay dumb and voiceless

Your feelings looked hibernated
And I really feel so frustrated
Which makes you more irritated
I felt my lungs got suffocated
Like my ribs are being relocated

I'm afraid I'm not that luxurious
Makes me more not so notorious
Your laugh is full of humourous
Which makes it so so contagious
I didn't know you're that hilarious

I looked hideous and so anxious
Maybe because I'm so jealous
You make me go careful and cautious
That it seemed so ridiculous
Maybe 'cause I'm hopeful and ambitious

If time will prevail, I will love you so
No one can separate us with a saw
Our love will be powerful like Chin Chan Su
Write our names in embroidery and sew
May our lives be fruitful with bestow

—Orange Horizon