Diary Entry #7

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^^^ okay but blue spring is amazing. JSKSJKSKSKSKKSK

Dear Diary,

Luckily, yesterday was the last day of school so I didn't have to face HueningKai or Yeonjun.

I briefly talked to Beomgyu on the phone but I quickly ended the call when I heard Yeonjun's voice. I told them I was sick and they offered to come around but I said that my mum wasn't allowing visitors.

I couldn't bother to face Yeonjun. I felt terrible. I was his best friend and he didn't tell me.

Maybe he knew it would shatter my heart. And it did. 

I just stayed in bed and scrolled through the pictures and videos of me and Yeonjun when we were younger. I held back a ton of tears. 

My mum sensed something was wrong after I refused to eat anything. She asked me but I just told her I was sick.

I felt pathetic. Why was I like this? I'm just a nobody that everyone takes pity on.

Maybe ill get up and do something tomorrow. 

Soobin.

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