TEMPORARY [NI-KI]

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C H A P T E R  T W E N T Y T H R E E

"Just a few more minutes Kaya, seriously," Riki mumbled into the crook of her neck, breath tickling her soft skin. They cuddled all night right after he asked to be his girlfriend.

And her answer was yes.

Yes.

Even tho she was scared to leave him.

She said yes.

Kaya just realized it, Riki is her boyfriend now. That's real and not just a dream. She barely can't believe it.

"I'm sure everyone is waiting for us, Riki." She said quietly playing with his hair.

"If you keep playing with my hair i'll fall back asleep."

The girl stopped and stood up to force him to get up too, she looked into the mirror ending up being absorbed by her thoughts.

Is it good?

Maybe.. maybe i'm not that okay.

Maybe my conditions are gonna get worst.

Maybe my heart will be worst.

Maybe I should have said no..

I should have protected him.

He will miss me if i get worst.

I'm selfish.

I said yes to be his girlfriend,
cause i want to be happy.

But Riki..

Riki won't be happy in the end.

The doctor said i'm okay,

but it's hard to think it's real.

Don't blame me if i leave you Riki..

I'm so selfish.

I'm sorry.

Riki, let's hope everything is gonna be ok.

You're healing me.

I know that.

So please, never leave me.

"Kaya?" Riki put his hands on her shoulder what made her gasped of surprise.

"You're okay?"

She simply smiled at him and nodded.

Kaya avoided his look and turned around to go downstairs. But Riki wasn't ignorant, he knew that once again her thoughts had made her sad in some way.

Riki grabbed her by the wrist and pulled her closer to him for a hug.

"Don't think too much mini me."