Vicious Best Friend

14. Inayat

Trigger Warning 🔞 -: this chapter contains explicit content that might be unsuitable to some readers

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He lays me on the bed with a smile on his face .
"Do you have a bipolar disorder " I question and he huffs and chuckles .

"Maybe " he whispers grabbing my trousers. He kisses me again sliding them down . His lips travel down to my chest and then he grabs my breast . A wave of pleasure shoots in my body and my back arches as he sucks the skin of my stomach, fondling my breasts . He sucks and bites and a moan slips my mouth.

Pain brings pleasure but only when I am with him . Otherwise pain is depressing and toxic.
He slides my bikini briefs down and removes them away Leaving me completely naked. He takes his time to look at me but I turn off the lamp on the side table to reduce the light .

What will be left for him to see ?

My body stiffens when I recall that line but soon my spine jerks when I realize he has parted my legs apart and his face reaches at my center.

He kisses and licks while I slap a hand on my mouth. The fact that all girls except Zara and even shivay is at home, makes it even more wierd yet pleasurable .

I grab his hair and push his head towards me . His toungue enters inside me and I'm a goner . I forget breathing when I find myself in paradise. His toungue licks at my clit and I hear my own muffled moans .

Heat waves travel in my whole body and I can just see white light for a few moments when I exhale a lot of air .

He now kisses me and I can taste myself on his lips which makes my center throb instantly .
My hands hold his wide muscular shoulders when he kisses me for Years and I still can't get enough of him.

He throws away his trousers and boxers and takes his time looking at me while doing it .

"You are all red " he speaks with a smile and I Bite my lower lip .

"Ugh! Don't do that" he groans and kisses me again and this time I can feel how hard he is . He literally sucks the life out of me and I wonder how beautiful it could be if this was the only reality of my life.

But the reality is dark and depressing. That reality of me is suicidal .

He grabs my breast and my back arches and legs part giving him an easy entry and he kisses me while pushing himself inside in one go .

I yelp as he sucks on my lips and goes in and out in a rhythm. Soon pleasure waves shoot in my body and I dig my nails into his skin. He kisses and bites all over my neck . When I scream he bites again and again . He finds pleasure when he sees me in this painful pleasure that he drives out of me .

He goes fast and I grab his hair as he kisses my lips . One last push and pull, I almost loose my consciousness for a few seconds and moan in pleasure when he groans and kisses my forhead .

"Let me know if you change your mind " he whispers as I draw circles on his chest with my fingers .

"What "

"About telling me " he speaks in a sleepy voice which sounds so sexy and I want him to keep talking.

"I won't "

He opens his eyes and then shuts them sighing "I will fuck the truth out of you "
I giggle when he goes into sleep .

After half an hour of thinking a lot , I remove his hand from my waist and get up from the bed . Taking out a few pairs of clothes and my passport and ID, I place them all in a bag . The only way to get out of this situation is to escape it.

I will go back to mom and dad's home and never come back . If I go away then only I'll be able to live a normal life and for that I have to leave everything behind ,my studies , my friends, the university and Zain . I look at him lying on my bed sleeping peacefully .
"I'm sorry about everything and I forgive you for everything Zain . I wish I could stay but it won't be possible now. You have a bright future ahead of you and I wish you all the best " I kiss his forhead .

"I'm really happy that you are my first and you always will be , also there is a thing I want to tell you but I won't ever be able to speak at your face " I smile cupping his cheek.

"When you came into my life , you changed everything . You protected me and cared for me . There was a time when I couldn't spend a single moment without you and I still can't. I thought it was just friendship but it has always been more than that and " I sigh and take a deep breath .
" I love you so much and I know people can't understand you, sometimes even I can't but I know what you mean to me ." I kiss his forhead once again and get up . When I get out of the room , I find shru in the kitchen. The light to her room is on and she's cooking early morning which means shivay is still here .

Amidst very awkward silence I pick up a glass of water and she voices "about last night--- ".

"Don't " I deadpan and she nods with a smile.

"Is Zain still here ?" She asks while I look at the food she is cooking.

"Yeap "

The doorbell rings two, three times and I stroll towards it . Shruti's door opens and shivay walks out shirtless with his eyes fixed at the door and a coffee cup in his hand .

When I open it , I find Abhimanyu and so many freaking flower vases which are all pink coloured.

"Crazy guy " I mumble opening the door .

He walks towards Crystal's door glaring at Shivay on the way.
"At least put on a shirt asshole there are too many girls here ".

"Insecurities " shivay chuckles sipping coffee.

"What's the problem with you " Crystal asks in a sleepy voice when abhimanyu grabs her arm and takes her out .

"Because I broke your favourite one so I bought you the shop " he smiles and she slaps a hand on her forhead .

Shivay huffs but shruti side eyes him .
"What " He glares back "focus on the food or you'll have to cook it all over again"

" mind your damn business and put on a shirt for God's sake "

"Last night you said you like me shirtless and --- "

"Aaaaaa---- Shut up " she screams and he chuckles walking back inside .

"Speak of family drama" I sigh and kai laughs.

"I think I should kill myself for being so damn single " she laughs.

"Take me along " ishani walks out tying her hair in a bun .