Love, Eternal - A Destiel Fanfic

~Chapter One - Forest Green Eyes~

His eyes were the first thing I noticed. The day I met him, his eyes were gorgeous, I could stare at them all day.

When I first met the boy I didn't let it be noticed that I loved his eyes. Why would I? We just met. However, as time progressed I started enjoying his company-and Sam's. I let myself get lost in his eyes, daily. He wasn't as rude as I thought he would be and we became friends. I even became a hunter!

"Castiel," Dean breathed out, this broke me from my train of thought. Of course, I so happened to be staring awkwardly at Dean for the past...possible ten minutes? "You okay there, buddy?" Dean asked, eyebrows knitted together in confusion. "Yes, Dean. I'm fine," I said, sounding harsher than I meant. Dean didn't seem to care as he nodded and shrugged his shoulders. I sighed and looked down at my lap. Almost as if something was going to appear and stop this awkward moment. Nothing. "This silence is awkward," I spoke up. Dean looked at me "Well, what do you want to talk about, Cas?" He said. "I don't know," I mumbled. Dean just sighed.

Dean looked away and I took the time to analyse each feature on his face. I have memorised his face, facial expressions, and how he expresses certain emotions. I knew a lot about him and yet we only met a few years ago, but it was like I knew him my whole life. Dean looked back and met my eyes, those gorgeous green eyes sparkled. "We can talk about your staring problem" He joked. I just tilted my head at him. "Uhm..." He trailed off. "Y'know, Cas, it can be uncomfortable feeling eyes on me...all the time," Dean said. I made him uncomfortable, that was never my intention..."Sorry, Dean" I said, looking down. I felt his eyes searching for mine but I thought I made him uncomfortable. I looked up slightly and Dean smiled at me. "Not all the time," He said. "What?" I asked. "When we aren't talking, I feel eyes on me, during a conversation, you just stare and don't answer, when we talk you can look at me" Dean chuckled. "Sorry," I whispered, quickly. "Nothing to be sorry for" Dean whispered back.

Some time passed and I tried my best not to stare. I don't want to make him uncomfortable. But I couldn't help loving his eyes. They were beautiful, he had a darker green on the outside fading into a medium colour and then a jade green centre, making this forest look. I've never seen eyes like his before-not that in heaven there is much eye colour. He seemed to not notice the slight glances at him throughout the day. I hoped at least.

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Weeks passed and I started feeling something I never felt before. Every Time I was close to Dean I felt overly giddy and my stomach tingled. Are these human emotions? This concerned me, why would I have emotions, I don't have emotions. But then again ever since I was human, I felt closer to humanity...emotionally. I shared slight symptoms of sadness, happiness, anger, and fear. Especially fear, most that was happening to me wasn't normal. It scared me. I decided the best way to figure out this emotion was to research-like I did the last four times.

Many things said stuff about "knowing you have a crush", but most landed on the word "love". Love? Pathetic, I do not love a human, it's forbidden. Plus, my vessel isn't really suitable for "Dean's type". I don't love Dean. I can't love Dean. I know I don't love him...I don't think I love him. But those green eyes, those forest green eyes.

Do I love Dean Winchester?