SOLACE 2- A COLLECTION OF OS

{BEHAAD} PART 4

Tumhe Dhoonde meri Aankhein,
Tumhe khoje meri Baahein.

Confrontation is hard. It’s messy. It’s not fun, but it is necessary. Even healthy. When we confront or are confronted we have the opportunity for healing and for growth. When we confronted and repent. It allows for us to be restored. As much as we want to avoid confronting another person and sweep it under the rug – the reality is it does a disservice to you and to the person.Confrontation must always be done in love, not in anger or frustration. When it’s done in love, it allows for healing to take place that wouldn’t otherwise be possible. It allows for the possibility of someone to grow and mature.

Similarly when Saana decided to confront Sidharth, upholding her real identity was she doing all these in love? No! She just wanted some closure.

It was their Wedding Night, Saana was waiting for Sidharth in their room. They Got Tied in this holy knot of marriage, Sidharth somewhere was accepting her but Saana? Hell no! She was Hurt! Angry! Shehnaaz's chain of thoughts broke when she heard the sound door unlocking, her hands fisted her lehenga out of anticipation. She fisted her lehnga tightly, calming herself down.

"Umm..Hi!",

Sidharth smiled at Saana to which she didn't smiled back.

"Sidharth..",

Before she could say anything, Sidharth spoke up irking her more,

"Saana! Before you say anything please! Main tumse kuch bolna chahtaa hoon! Dekho! I am not a Virgin! Mera ek Serious relationship tha tumhare pehele! Lekin main abhi Meri nayi zindagi Khushi se Acche se tumhare saath bitaana chahta hoon ! Dekho mujhe hain Bohot gande Anger Issues! Lekin Dil ka Bura nahi hoon!",

SAANA'S POV

Sidharth said while I was looking down and hearing him like a Dumb person. Forgetting someone you love is not an easy thing, especially if that love was serious. Atleast that's what I knew and I have experienced then how can he forget me so easily when he claims I was his serious love!  I came out of my trance when he said kneeling infront of me,

"Do You Know ki tum kitni khoobsurat ho?",

The moment he said that, my mind took me back to the memory lane suddenly,

"Saana please! Main taang Aa Gaya hoon tumhare naatak  karne ki aadat se!",

Sidharth screamed at the top of her voice. To which Saana flinched and looked at him being befooled,

"But..Sidharth Trust me! Mera phone sacchi On tha..I wasn't speaking to anyone! Main baat kar Rahi thi Chacchi se!"

Saana said trying to convince him, trying to touch his cheeks to which he gnashed his jaws and jerked off her hand,

"Acchaa..Toh phone kyu busy AA Raha tha Tera? Bol na kisse baat kar Rahi thi!",

He asked her coming near to her face while she frowned and looked at him. She don't know why all of a sudden he started doubting her on such petty reasons,

"Sidharth tumhe pata Hain network sucks sometimes!",

She said being irritated and that's when her tone was raising. Sidharth being a dominating personality hates it when she used raise her tone on him.

"Aawaz nicche rakh samjhi! Jaan le lunga Teri! Mar dalunga tujhe! Agar dubaara kabhi Awaaz uunchi ki toh!",

He grasped his wrist, twisting it behind her back making her yelp in pain,

"Sacchi!"

Saana cried out, tears were flowing from her eyes. While He again asked her, grasping it harder to which she again cried out,

"Sidharth choddooo!!! You are hurting me!"

"Kyu pata Hain tu isi laayak hain!",

He said laughing sarcastically on her to which she gulped and yelped out of Pain.

"Sidharth! Mujhe Meri Maa ki kasam!"

She said trying to make him convince her innocence to which he chuckled sarcastically.

"Acchaa? Maa ki kasam! Saali Jis Maa ki saagi tu nahi ho paayi! Uss Maa ki Kasam! Dekhnaa Saare tujhe chodke jaayenge! Sabhi! Arrey tujh mein kuch toh acchai hogi? Naah Gunn hain Naa Roop! Arrey maana ki tu dikhne mein acchi nahi hain atleast insaan ko sukoon toh de!",

He said jerking her away and walking out of the room to which she hissed holding her arm and cried thumping down on their bed. She looked at their picture on the wall above headrest. Their HAPPY FACES!

Later at night she was waiting for Sidharth to return home. She was pacing here and there waiting for him. The clock struck eleven but still there was no sign of him. She settled down on the couch rubbing her hands. She was waiting for Sidharth cooking for him, his favourite dish. Didn't she had her self respect? That even of such Domestic violence she was trying to lit up his mood! No! She had her self respect but she never valued it more than her love.

It was finally twelve when, she heard their doorbell ringing. She quickly took her dupatta and covered herself, before opening the door. Peeping from the eyehole, she noticed Sidharth staggering but he was pretty in his senses. Frowning, she immediately opened the door to which he smiled at her and entered their apartment.

"Umm..Tum Fresh ho jao! Main khana laga deti hoon!",

She said not meeting his gaze and was about to go. When Sidharth held her wrist and pulled her to himself. She directly fell on his chest, she was sobbing silent. Sidharth's eyes were moist. A lone tear escaped his eyes to which she wiped it nodding her head,

"I am Sorry Saana! Mujhe tera haath twist nahi karna chahiye tha!",

He said kissing her wrist to which she nodded her head, Kissing his forehead,

"Nahi Siddharth! Mat Roiye Please! Aapka Gussa jayaz hain jo Maine Kiya Hain pehele..",

She said to he hugged her and she hugged him back.

"Saana! Tum Ro Rahi ho?",

He asked bringing her back in the present time. She immediately nodded her head and wiped her tears, taking a long breathe. She looked at Sidharth and said,

"Sidharth! Mere bhi Ek Serious Relationship thi! Bohot Pyaar karti hoon usse! Abhi toh mujhe pehchanega bhi nahi",

She said this with a heavy heart while a silent loud sob escaped her mouth looking at him through the mirror while he was looking at the ground. She caressed her love itself, She knew this was her Sidharth. She so wanted to go and hug him, cry in his arms that She is Saana! His Saana! His Love! But She won't! She would have been, if for once he would have shown that he remembers her.
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