SOLACE 2- A COLLECTION OF OS

{BEHAAD} PART 6

"Huh! Pyaar karta tha bohot usse..Jaan se bhi zyada chahta tha lekin uske liye main kabhi Important tha hi nahi! Duniya ki haar Kam ke baad main aata tha! Aur Character? Woh th naayab tha uska! Baapre! Phir bhi Pyaar karta raha! Lekin the fights were very common...ekdin mujhe Gussa aaya..humari bohot gandi Ladaiyaan huwi and i threw her out of my house! Galti thi meri Bichaari ke paas Ghar nahi thi..Parents reh ke bhi Naa ke barabar the!",

Saying he sighed to which Saana clenched the cup tightly, hearing the hatred towards her in his heart. A lone tear escaped her eyes.

"Saana! Tum kabhi mujhe Dhoka mat Dena!",

He said to which Saana took a Long breathe and looked at him with a painful smile,

"Naa tab Diya tha! Naa hi aaj dungi!",

She said to which Siddharth frowned and looked at her while she looked at other side hiding her tears.

"Matlab?", he asked being perplexed.

"Matlab..Matlab kuch nahi! Sidharth tum cup do! Main Dho deti hoon!",

She smiled and left ruffling Sidharth's hair. Suddenly her phone started ringing, she was working in the kitchen when Sidharth called her,

"Saana tumhara phone!",

Saying he took the phone from the grass and read the name 'Samir', He frowned but shrugged off his thoughts. Wiping her hands, Saana came and asked,

"Kon Hain?",

"Kisi Sameer ka phone hain?",

A glitter of happiness twinkled in her eyes and she snatched the phone and went towards another room to speak. Sidharth frowned but shrugged off the thoughts. Later thar night, Saana came after hanging up the call and they had dinner together. It was in the night when Sidharth came smilingly, strolling towards her he hugged her from behind and started papering kisses on her nape. A sniffled moan left her mouth. While understanding his intentions, she controlled herself and spoke up,

"Umm.. Sidharth! Not in mood.. please!",

She said to which Siddharth frowned and looked at other side while she smiled and left the room. While he banged his hand on the cupboard.

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Like this days were passing by, they were less intimate. Somewhere this thing was irking Sidharth, whenever he used to come from office, he started seeing Saana on calls or online chatting with someone else. He frowned. Things were getting on his nerves, He was getting insecured by the person who was on the top of her call logs and Dm. Insecurity, a tiny word but the significance this single world holds is fatal. Insecurities fuels a lack of emotional confidence and security, which can lead to major issues in a relationship. It's also because Sidharth wasn't able to have faith on his partner.

People says, The core insecurities within us, often stem from attachment wounds, which is a way to describe any time there was a significant relationship that has ruptured our trust in the past. Similarly the wounds of Sidharth's past experience was somewhere haunting him, making him insecure.

It one such morning, Sidharth was getting ready for his office when Shehnaaz's phone rang up.

"Saana Tera phone!!",

He called her brushing his hair while the phone was continuously ringing. Sighing he took the phone and was about to call Saana when he read the name.

"Samir?",

He whispered, frowning. Picking up the call, he kept it near his ear.

"Saana! Baby! Tu Kaha Hain? Phone kar Raha hoon kabse! Shaadi se Pehle Jhatt se phone utha leti thi lekin abb! Do yaa teen rings pe!",

A sudden pang of anger rushed in his veins. He hung up the call and shouted,

"Saanaaaaaaa!!!!! Saanaaaaaaa",

Hearing his loud voice, she flinched and ran into the room to see him.

" Saana! Yeh Samir kon Hain?",

He asked, Saana gulped the lump in his throat. She nodded her head which was mistaken by Sidharth. He strolled towards her grabbed her cheeks,

"Kon Hain? Nahi jaanti? Toh tere phone mein no. Kaise!",

He shouted at her to which she jerked his hands off and said with moist eyes,

"Sidharth! dost hain Mera!",

"Dost? Toh tujhe baby kyu bula Raha Hain? Huh!",

He said moving towards her folding his sleeves while she gulped the lump in her throat and moved back fearing his anger.

"Aisehi Sidharth! It was in a friendly manner! Nothing else! Trust me!",

She said almost begging and crying infront of him while he unheard her and said on her face,

"Cheat kar Rahi Hain na mujhpe? Yeh tera boyfriend hi Hain na? Jo tujhe chodhke Gaya tha? Huh!",

His this word shook her entire existence. She never cheated on him, she has always loved him like a blind soul. A lone tear escaped her eyes,

"Sidharth!",

She whispered, while he slapped her hard.

"Uss gandi zaban se Mera naam mat lena samjhi? Tujhe pata Hain Jo Aapni pati ko cheat karte Hain unhe kya bolte hain..",

He was about to move further when a sudden pang of anger rushed into her veins. She couldn't take the humiliation of her love anymore. She slapped him hard. Sidharth was shocked by the sudden sensation on his cheeks.

" Kitni Gandi aur ghatia socch Hain tumhari chiii!!! Arrey woh ladka Mera bestfriend hain! Bhai hain Mera! Maana tumhe pata nahi tha lekin Duffer pooch toh lo! Lekin nahi tumhe toh assume karna hain na! Humesha se hi tumhe Assume karna hain! Kabhi doosro se pooche ho ki actually what is the thing? Nahi! Never! Aur yeh sab kyu? Kyu Possesive ho rahe ho mujhe leke! Sidharth we are just friends and your wife not ur lover! Or i don't love you that you are behaving like am bound to answer you! Kyu kar rahe ho?",

She roared to which Sidharth too roared with equal loud voice,

"Cuz I love you dammnit!",

Hearing his confession, Saana broke into a fits of laughter to which he stared at her being Perplexed.

"Pyaar? Kyu? Jaante bhi nahi ho! Main hoon kon? Pehchaan bhi nahi paaye, aur pyaar karte ho? Yeh Aankhein, Yehi Haath! Mera tumhe Choo na ! Arrey tum toh kuch pehchaan nahi paaye! Aur tum Pyaar karte ho? Pyaar? Sidharth tumhe toh kabhi mujhse pyaar tha hi nahi! Maine Aapna Saara pyaar tumhe de diya! Itna pyaar ki tumne qaabil hi nahi chodha ki Usse addha bhi main tumhare baad kisiko de pau! Mere Dil mein tumhare alawa koi nahi tha inn 12 saalon mein! Maine tumhe dhoond nikala Sidharth lekin tum! Tum toh dhoond hi nahi paaye! Kehte hain Dhoond ne se Bhagwan bhi Mil jaate hain..Sidharth main toh tumhare Saamne thi!"

She said breaking down and thumped down on the bed. Sidharth was shocked, confused. He gulped the lump in her throat and asked whispering,

"Kon ho tum?",

His eyes were moist. While she looked at him with glassy eyes and said cupping his cheeks!

"Tumhari Saana sirf aur sirf tumhari Saana! Jisse uske Maa baap ne Disown kar Diya tha! Jisko tumne Ghar se nikaal Diya tha!"

Sidharth's eyes widened,

"Saanaa?"
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