Cid Vs The Eye

Uncovering the Past 3 (Ch 65)

(Emojis are depicting the emotions of Siddhart that what he might be feeling when he heard it because Shreya is saying all of the with a straight face, seeing the lake in front of her)

She again continued:

Almost ek hafta hua tha we had a breakup. 😔 I went to the coaching, us din Sunday tha or hamare extra classes the because it was our 12th. But when I reached there, every student was going home. When I asked them what happened, one of the students said Raghav ne apni current girlfriend ke sath rape kiya hai aur is vajah se ladki hai hospital me hai or ladka jo hai wo jail me hai. 😨 Sir ladki Ko dekhne gaye hain and today will be no coaching that's why we all are going home and that news started me because uski jagah par main ho sakti thi agar ek hafte pahle mere Papa ne mujhe force nahi kiya hota usse breakup karne ke liye I could have been that place. 😰 Main generally rickshaw se jati thi and but that day I came home by running and I am running on the street I came to home papa Ghar per the because Sunday tha I hug him and I cried and cried and cried. 😢 Papa bahut jyada dar gaye the, mujhse pooch rahe Hain ki kya hua but mere pass himmat hi nahin ho rahi thi batane ki.

Pta hai, mei hamesha se hi apne Papa se bhut close hu, or wo bhi mujhse utna hi pyar krte hai. ❤️ Mummy se dhaat pdi ho ya ghar pr khana achha n bna ho, summer camp le liye permission chahiye ho ya dosto ke sath night out ki, late night ice cream khana ho ya bimar padne pr doctor ke yha jana, hr cheez ke liye papa was my only option. My period's mood swings se lekar mere bad moods tak, sab Papa hi handle krte the. 😌 My Mom was 18 and Dad was 23 when they got married, phir bhi Mera koi bhai-bhnn nhi hai, kyuki papa nhi chahte the ki unhe ya mujhe life me ek pal ke liye bhi ye ehsas ho ki mei unki real beti nhi hu. He loved and still loves me so much. 💕

Everything was sorted out between me and papa,uske baad I again started focusing on my studies, completed all my syllabus revised it like 100 times because I wanted the scholarship I wanted to study in the best college in Delhi and I wanted to prepare for CID exam but just 2 days before the exam I was prepared he'll enough for exams but I was diagnosed with double pneumonia. 😷 I was admitted to the hospital and came home just a day before the exam. It was not even a day it was an evening and the doctor suggested I rest because my body is weak, which I couldn't do because tomorrow was my exam. 😞

Mom and Dad ne bahut samjhaya that I shouldn't go to give the exam, but obviously meine pure sal bahut mehnat kari thi scholarship ke liye, CID ke liye. I went to give the exam. Hall me pahunche ke bad I realised that my hands were not working. 😔📝Mujhe exam paper mila, I knew every single question's answer, but my hands were not working, mere hath itne jyada kaanp rahe the, that I was not able to write even my name in that 3 hours of paper. I came disappointed. 😢

 I was crying, Mom and Dad consoled me and made me understand that it was not my fault if I got diagnosed with such a disease just 2 days before the exam. But uske baad I didn't go to give the exams. We consulted the doctor, unhone bhi mana kr diya. We didn't had any solution. But I was depressed. 😔I was just 16 years old, and I was broken. Mere pure sal ki mehnat kharab ho gayi thi. Obviously, do mahine bad result aaya, and I failed. 😭 

 You know that log kitne mean ho jaate Hain! Bahut sare rishtedar, bahut sare friends, so-called friends, unke parents called me and were telling my parents that I am not able to do anything in my life, so meri shaadi kar deni chahiye. 😡I used to lock myself in the room for like a month, Mom and Dad were trying to help me but I was not trying to help myself. I listened to all that tonts so many times that I started to think that my life is useless and I should end it because I am the reason why my parents have to listen so much from all the people out there. 

It was a hard phase. To the point that I decided to kill myself. 😞💔I went to the park, suicide note likha, pura din park mein baithi rhi, and I decided sham ko Jaise hi park band hoga I will go to the bridge and jump in the sea. But, jab main use din park se bahar a rahi thi, I got the abandoned puppy there. Jab meine Guard uncle se pucha then he said that puppy ka Malik abroad ja rhe hai, that's why he left his puppy here so that anyone would adopt him. 😊🐶That day I played with a puppy and maybe after months I smile, and I came home before the park is closed, I drop the idea of suicide. I took the puppy home, Mom doesn't like puppies, but she allowed it because of me. I named him Hancock! 😍🐾


{All the time when Shreya was telling her story, Siddhart expression changes every now and then. It's showing as if he is saying -  **My heart breaks for her. It's difficult to imagine what she went through at such a young age, dealing with a medical condition and the pressure of exams. It's heartbreaking to hear about the cruel comments from so-called friends and relatives. I'm proud of her for finding the strength to keep going, even when she felt like giving up. And the fact that she found hope and joy in the form of a little puppy shows her resilience and love for life. I'm grateful to have such a strong and courageous partner in my life.**}

Let's see what happens next in the upcoming chapter! 📖In the meantime, don't forget to like and share your thoughts in the comments. 👍💬