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05. eye hate you

You're a Lilypad,
With angels wings,
You fly, Icarus,
But somehow,
You drown in your pain.

Maybe loving you is all the same,
Till I blame you for the past,
Mistakes I've made in the future,
Except—I don't know what I've done.

Will you kiss me again?
Be my friend?
Or look me in my eyes?

I hope you still sympathize.
My feelings (do you remember)?
Eye hate you,
Though eye love you—still,
You're a hard pill to swallow.

So, I choke on you,
Until your love traces to the back of my throat,
Warming my heart ever so gently.

Do you get me?

I hope you understand,
My hate letter to you,
Know that bitterness,
Always runs the opposite way,
From the truth.

Who would've known,
That I loved you,
Once before the torture,
Of letting my pride get in the way.

Ego.

Oh, how you broke my heart,
Time and time again,
Here you are, my friend,
Befriending my flaws,
Tell me who you are?!

Cherry-picked souls,
Who knows the agony,
Inside a dying head—
Or maybe we died years ago,
And we (you) moved on.

How many times,
Do I have to hate you,
To love you?