realisation.
only if chris had realised it quicker,he would've had her.
but it was too late for anything to be done.
so now he's gotta pretend to hate her.
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Breyas pov
"I TOLD YOU NOT TO GET THIS STUPID HAT" i hear screaming in between my sleep i flutter my eyes open "ILL GET WHATEVER THE FU-" i see nick stopping between his sentence at the door step wearing a giraffe (?) hat i get up and sit on the couch rubbing my eyes "great you guys woke her up" chris almost whispers as he walks up to the single sofa and sits across me huffing with a pepsi in one hand and his phone in another "HEYYYYYYYYY" nick says coming up to me as i am still half asleep on the couch i hug nick while sitting up and see matt coming up to me behind him "hey" he says as he put down the grocery bags and sits next to the couch hugging me he tries to break the hug "no,stay" i tell him tightening my grip around him and he does the same i break the hug in 5? idk how many minutes but nick was done putting the groceries in and joins us on the sofa "you okay?" matt asks slightly lifting his brows in concern i nod and play off "hows your leg now?" nick asks i stand up and run a little to show him "WOAH youre much better now" nick says giggling as i shrug with a smile "you're better but you cant run so sit down" chris says still looking at his phone screen "i'll do whatever the fuck i want" i say
two can play at this game bitch
"at least you guys are back" nick says smiling almost laughing "you should stay over today" matt says looking at me "YES YES YES" nick agrees "wait let me ask mom" i say smiling
i quickly text mom and get a reply "okay she said yes" i say enthusiastically "YYAYYYY" "okay you go fresh up in my room then ill get us food" matt says i nod and get up to go to his room
i freshen up in matts bathroom and get out of the bathroom wearing something from his closet,i walk out to see chris on his bed... did i forget what room belongs to who?
"you're staring" chris says looking up "isn't this matts room?" i ask "can't i sit in my brothers room?" he asks "whatever" i say picking up my phone from the side table and moving to get out of the room "reya" "yes" i turn around rolling my eyes at him "i liked you." "what" i dont know what he means "i liked you at that time." "at what time" im so confused "BRO CANT YOU UNDERSTAND A SIMPLE THING" he almost yells "I DONT KNOW WHAT YOURE TALKING ABOUT CHRIS" i yell back "BREYA I FUCKING LIKED YOU THE WHOLE TIME AND THEN YOU GOT WITH DYLAN"
silence...
"oh" "yea...i know it was stupid of me hating on you because of it but that was it" "oh chris i didn't know that" "its okay i didnt know until you came over telling me dylan asked you out" chris sighs sitting back on the bed looking away i sit beside him and look at him. chris liked me. my first ever crush that i lost hope for,liked me back.
mother fucker.
i lay my head on his shoulder and start speaking "why didnt you tell me" i ask "i couldnt. you looked so happy with dylan and i didn't wanna make a fool of myself because i knew you'd never like me back" he answers
oh. my heart. i feel like crying.
i look at him straight "lets get down they're waiting" he says and i just nod. words seem so difficult to come out he walks to the door while im still sitting on the bed in shock he looks back to see if i'm joining him,so i go up to leave with him
"OH FINALLY FOR FUCKS SAKE" nick screams as he sees us getting down the stairs "matts gone to get us mcdonald's" he says chris goes up to sit on the couch as i do so too "what happened did you guys fight again" nick says "nope" i say looking up and fake smiling. this is all too tough for me to process. i havent even reached back to dylan to talk to him yet. i can't deal with this "we're fine" chris says looking at me "yea..yea we're good" i say looking back at him "oookaayy...." nick says suspiciously "we're gonna start a movie then" "actually i was thinking that maybe when matt comes back he'll drive me to my house im not feeling so well" i say. i need to be alone right now "why what happened is it a headache" chris replies like an instinct "no no im just feeling a little tired" i say "well okay do you wanna sleep? you can go back to matts room and sleep" he says with concern "no chris its fine! i'll just go back home" i said "yea sure breya i'll text matt to hurry" nick says
matt soon arrives and drops me off at my place i run upstairs without greeting my mom,enter my room,throw my bag on the floor and lay on my bed
well where the fuck do we start overthinking.
authors note took me three days to write this part. thats how little time i've got here😭😭😭😭
