realisation.
only if chris had realised it quicker,he would've had her.
but it was too late for anything to be done.
so now he's gotta pretend to hate her.
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Breyas Pov
its current 7:30 here in LA that means it must be around 10-10:30ish in Massachusetts we're in nessa's car,its almost like the van thats how big it is chris is in the passenger,me nick and matt in the middle im seating between both of them. thanks for that because now i have a clear view of chris and nessa eyeing each other. great. we're almost 10 minutes into the drive "you're a good driver" chris turns to nessa smirking "well i gotta show you my skills" she replies chris smiles at her i could combust in this seat "what do you guys wanna listen to?" nessa asks "i'll play" chris takes the aux i see nessa vibing to all the songs chris plays. i guess they'd be good together. but even though i just realised i liked him its breaking my heart how many heart breaks have i gone through in these past 2 months? how many more are left? because i sure can't take this shit anymore "we're here" nessa says as she turns the car into a drive way "this is my house" she says it looked HUGE from the outside that tiktok money came in we get inside and she tells us that there are two guest rooms in this house,her roommate recently moved out and blah blah "well then me and breya?" nick says "me and chris" matt speaks up "you dont have to worry about chris he'll only come to the room at night" she smirks and chris stop with the smirking you two me and nick go to our room and rock paper scissors our way into deciding who'll use the bathroom first nick wins. OFCOURSE. till he gets out i lay on the bed quite what do i do with these feelings. i am certain that i'll never be able to tell him about them he seemed to have moved way on from me. i close my eyes to rest myself
Chris Pov
"come in" nessa signals me to get in her room "your rooms pretty" i say i dont know why i said that i dont know what to say to her she goes to the bed and lays she pats beside her so i go and sit there "actually you know what im tired i'll go and sleep a little" i say trying to get out not gonna lie this draining the shit out of my energy "oh okay i'll come wake you guys and we'll get dinner" she replies "yea" i get up and turn around to leave when she stops me holding my hand i look back lowkey annoyed "give me a hug?" oh. ew. "sure" i go in for the hug i need to get rest as i am going to my room downstairs i see breya passed out on her bed through the crooked door i get in their room and lay down beside her she looks so pretty asleep she could be the best cast for sleeping beauty ngl i can admire her all day "creep" i look up to see nick standing by the bed "i was just here to check up on u guys then i saw she was asleep" i try to make up something "so you decided to stare her?" "shut up" i say getting up and leaving the room i get to me and matts room and lay down i really just want some sleep
Breyas Pov
"BREYAAAAAAA" i hear someone shout my name i forcefully open my eyes to see nick standing on my face "what" i ask "get ready we're going out for dinner" "ahhhh" i groan and roll in the bed "we're leaving in 10" i hear nick yell from the living room thats next to our room i lazily get up and open my luggage to get an outfit out thankfully i packed outfit wise so an outfit was ready for me to wear and i didnt have to think too much
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i haven't worn something like this out in so long but it looks good i guess i put on a little makeup and wish that it doesn't wear off because i am in no mood to do a full glam i know we're only going out to eat but this is my first time out in LA so i thought i could dress up a little only if my energy wasn't this drained but whatever i walk out in the living room "you look pretty today" nick comments "yea only if i wasn't half asleep" i say "you look great for real" "thanks nicky" i go up and hug him tight for a few seconds when i hear a door unlock behind me matt and chris walk out "lets get going"chris says, his back facing me as he closes the door he turns and around and looks at me for a few seconds is there something on my face? please no no no "you look pretty" chris comments still looking at me in the same position "see i told you" nick tells me "thanks" i say shyly matt smiles at me,i smile back nessa comes down from her room next "lets get going shall we? chris?" she signals chris to hold her hand (?) eh. whatever. i dont care. eh. i walk out with them we sit in the car the same way nessa is taking us some place fancy for dinner tonight i check the time,10:17pm okay. we're listening to music on the way but im still feeling very sleepy i lay my head on matts shoulder and now i can see that... chris and nessa are holding hands oh lord. i hid my face behind matts shoulder and scrunched my eyes shut. i dont wanna see shit "you okay?" i hear matt whisper i nod slightly,still behind his shoulder
