All I Ever Wanted

TWENTY-TWO

Breyas Pov

we get to the party that was held at cynthia's place.
i think ive seen that girl once or twice on my fyp
we walk inside and we're instantly greeted with nessa's friends.
"hey,you look fine tonight" i see jaden come up to me
"thanks jaden" i smile at him
"want a drink?"
"no i can't drink yet"
" how old are you?"
"almost 17"
"oh you're young!"
"well" i shrug and go towards nick

an hour into the party and im finding my way out of here
how do people enjoy anything?
its probably just the alcohol right
100%
i see a way out to the backyard so i walk to it
i sit there in silence

@spideyshoe

caption: should've just stayed home

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comments

@user609: where is she?

@user521: is she at that one influencer party going on rn?
@user 387: i think so

@pepsisonlybitch: where are you?
@spideyshoe: in the backyard

i switch my phone off and sigh
this was a bad idea.
i should be trying to escape chris knowing my feelings are of no use
but here i am,on an LA trip with him.
i should've put more thought into all of this
unbelievable how i didnt think so much into this

"hey" i hear someone coming towards me
ofcourse its chris.
"hi" i say in a low tone
"whats up?"
"nothing,doesn't nessa want you to be stuck to her side? you should go" i say quickly to him not meaning to sound rude but i can't help it
i wish i wasnt in this position right now
"well i wanna be here with you,because she's busy smooching some other guy"
"oh,oh no chris im sorry"
how could she do this to him?
how could she let a guy like chris go through this
HOW COULD SHE DO THIS TO HIM?
"lets go and confront her" i say getting all worked and getting off the ground
"hey,hey no need. i dont care" he scoffs
"are you sure?" i ask concerningly
"positive" he just shrugs acting like nothing happened
how is he so chill about it

chris' pov

"well then we should take off,i dont want you to feel like shit around her" she says getting up again
i take her hand and make her sit down next to me
our flight is at 3 am
we've packed everything and we just need to get out of here
"but don't you think it'll be awkward for you and nessa in the car?" she asks
"she doesn't know i know that she kissed someone else" i whisper in her ear
"could you see the guy she was kissing?"

it was jaden.
i didnt wanna tell breya about it yet because ahe already seemed sad,and i dont know she feels about jaden yet

"eh,didn't pay alot of attention" i lie through my teeth

"besides we need a ride to the airport" i shrug
"now you tell me,why are you so low" i ask her

shes silent.
she looks at me and sighs

"rey? you know you can tell me anything right?"
she keeps staring
she then shakes her head looking down
what might've happened?

"breya...tell me."

moments pass by and she looks up at me

"i think i have to get it off my chest,i wouldn't be able to live with this anymore.." she replies
what?
what could it be?
she's scaring me
"breya you're scaring me,what is it?" i ask getting closer to her
"chris i..."
"good lord just finish a sentence im gonna pee my pants"
she laughs
oh.
i missed that

"chris. i like you" she says in between her giggles

huh
that can't be right shes gotta rephrase that sentence

"i dont want things to be weird between us,i know you dont like me back,and you're probably thinking im saying this because i feel guilty and what not. but chris its like i have always liked you. i always did but i could never point it out." she continues now in a much
"i just dont want things do be weird at al-

i do the only one thing that was on my mind since she started speaking
i pull her in and kiss her
and oh lord it was a 100x better than imagined it
and my imagination went FAR.

my hands were all in her hair.
so soft.
i could taste cherry straight off her lips,
she deepens the kiss
and i do the same
we both have waited for this.
I HAVE WAITED FOR THIS.
all i ever wanted.
this feels surreal

i pull away

"that was..." i dont have words
"insane" she says as she catches her breathe
"i like you too dumbass"
"i assumed that between the kiss" she winked
wow.
shes flirting with me now.
thats new.
i love the new breya.
"lets get going,ill go get the others and nessa" i say as she smiles at me

oh my heart.

authors note
finally getting somewhere aren't we!!
also im thinking about writing a new story and this time ill have it all planned out!!
ps i didnt even skim through this chapter so ignore the errors