realisation.
only if chris had realised it quicker,he would've had her.
but it was too late for anything to be done.
so now he's gotta pretend to hate her.
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chris pov
*BEEP BEEP*
fucking hell. i gotta get up for school. i turn off my alarm and sit on my bed. today breya comes back to school after the accident. now this would've been a normal tuesday for me but after telling her everything i am sorta scared to face her. sorta. she'll also meet dylan for the first time after THAT whole thing... i dont know why but i dont like the idea of her meeting him again
fuck i'll be late i get ready and get downstairs to see matt and nick waiting for me "lets go" i say putting my phone in my pocket while walking out of the door i can do this. we get to school soon enough. i have been skipping most of these days so its a little weird to me to actually attend the first period.
i walk through the corridors when someone pulls on my hand and makes me stop,i turn to see hannah standing
"where have you been babe" she says "wtf leave me" i say getting my hand out of her grip "whats up i haven't seen you around as much" she asks "leave me the fuck alone" i say getting out of there when i feel her following me and i stop. not because of hannah because i see breya talking to dylan where her locker is... i move a little forward to hear whats going on,hannah still following me behind
"you know i would never do something like this to you right?" dylan tells her "dylan get out of my sight i can't do this right now" breya tells him moving away from the locker when he holds her hand and stops her from leaving
"breya you gotta give me a chance" he says firmly so closely to her face god i could really use my fist right now suddenly i hear someone whispering "hate it dont you?" hannah whispers in my ear. shit i forgot she was even here i turn around to face her "wtf" i say "i see you eyeing the breya bitch all the time ik you have feelings for her" she says "whatever the fuck you mean" i say as i start walking away i dont feel her behind me anymore i walk past dylan and breya trying to ignore the whole scene right in front of me oof now i just need a punching bag....or "dylan i dont wanna talk to you leave me the fuck alone" i hear breya saying that to dylan and i turn around immediately i walk up to them and hold the free hand breya was using to get out of his grip i get her out of his tight grip and i feel breyas eyes on me "she says she doesn't wanna talk" i say as i was prepared to leave with her "oh you wanna speak for her now?" dylan says as if everything was a joke i turn around with breyas hand still in mine "yea,got a problem?" i say firmly he comes closer to me "don't you hate her? now you wanna be all superman and try to save her?" he spits words "try? i will never let you be in the 5 meter radius from her" i say "chris lets leave" i hear breya saying slowly i look up to dylan one last time. hes grinding his teeth real hard i take breya and leave "BREYA I KNOW YOURE FUCKING HIM" i hear dylan yelling from far "wtf?" breya whispers as we rush through corridors and i get her out to the bleachers where we stand
"thanks..." breya says "thanks? you know you should stay away from him right? how could you let him come near you?" i say taking my frustration out when i feel breya take her hand out of mine and looking away i didnt even realise i was still holding it
i know i do this. always. i always ruin things by taking my frustration out on her.
"brey" i say almost whispering "yea" she sniffles as she looks at me IS SHE CRYING? "hey,hey" i say holding her sides and making her turn to me "are you okay?" i ask concerned "yea im okay....im fine" she says breaking into the words and wiping her tears off while looking away i immediately pull her in for a hug i dont know why i did that its no secret that i care about her. alot even. but this feels so unusual her crying in my arms me comforting her i thought i'll never be able to do this i hold her tight
we've been hugging for what i think is an hour but its actually only been 5 minutes when she pulls away wiping her tears "im sorry" she says wiping her tears "no...no its okay" i tell her "your t-shirts all wet now" she says looking at my shirt and smiling "hah that's nothing" i say giggling she checks the time "oh shit we're way past our first period" she says "duh" i say "wanna skip today" i suggest "really chris? it was supposed to be my first day after so long" she says "well let tomorrow be your first day then" i say taking her hand and pulling her to walk out with me
