Not Allowed To Love

THE FIRST DAY

Today is the first day of 12th getting up I did my routine i wore a purple loose t-shirt and wide leg jeans combing my short hair then took a deep breath putting a smile on my face

I stood at the gate knowing the direction I went to the 12th grade entered the class and looked others were laughing and talking I stared at the last bench it was empty sighing I sat on the last bench not knowing what to do now I just put my head on the bench  After some minute professer came announcing something "students today there is a student joining from Delhi make sure to make him feel welcomed he is intelligent and has topped 11th in his whole college so make him feel welcomed ok " I  just leaned on the bench again not seeing anything important then the professor said again "here he come so his name is nikhil thakur now take a seat the lectures about to start" he said then a sweet cheering yet deep voice came "I'll take the seat there " he said the professor said ok then I felt someone's presence beside me I opened my eyes instantly I looked up to see a boy smiling ,his blue eyes and the dimple when he smiles he sat beside me while I was looking at him he turned to me "hi myself nikhil. you ?" He said smiling ear to ear I gulped  "hi I'm minakshi,but can you please sit at the other bench I mean I need more space so" I looked in his eyes "ok no problem I'll sit at the bench beside you " he said picking his baggage and standing up to go the bench beside me he sat at the bench Turning to me smiling I just looked up at him and-no I can't do this  just then the professor came in and started the lectures the bell rang for break all the student stood up and head out towards the exit just then nikhil came into the view "hey so where are you going " he said "why " he looked confused"just asking "."I'm going to the library " I said making my way to the exit he followed me behind "why are you following me " I said as I stopped on my tracks and turned around and looked up to him "because your my only friend that's why?" He said like he is asking to himself "no I'm not you're friend and I'm sure you can make plenty of friends here.so,DONT.FOLLOW.ME"i said sternly  I entered the library and sat opening my bagpack started to read one of the textbook after some minutes "I swear I came just because I was bored" gosh why did he came again I'm trying to avoid boys