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we were fine this past summer, so i wonder, did the emotions fade with the summer? when did you fall out of love with me? why did you fall out of love with me? was it me? was it you? was it us? you never did tell me the reason, just pushed me away over and over again.
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we were looking at the fish that swim by when you suddenly grabbed me and just looked at me. it surprised me so i asked you what was wrong. you didn't say anything and stared at me for a few more seconds before kissing me. it was like heaven and now that i'm looking back on it, i should have realized it was hell
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at this point, i'm slowly working my way up. i'm still a mess but i have jisung. he's been here everyday for the past week trying to help me get better. i've eaten a lot more since he's been here and for the first time in weeks, i'm not so pale. i'm not happy but i'm not brooding.
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i'm going to get better. i'm going to be my old self again and when i am, i'll make sure you regret everything you've ever put me through.
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