If I was yours (bwam)

Ten

Saul

I've been thinking about her too much. Ever since I heard Reign telling my brother about some "Italian hunk" that Salem was posting I just can't get her out of my head.

Sure I find her very attractive but this is just too fucking much. It's like she invaded my thoughts and I sometimes wonder what it would be like if we were together. But i know that's never going to happen because she quite literally hates me.

It's been about 2 months since i've met her for the first time but i haven't seen her or heard about her for a while until i heard about her so called Italian boyfriend.

To get her off of my mind i've been hanging out a lot with my best friend Aaru even though he's an idiot most of not all of the time, i find his company helpful when it comes to clearing my head. We've been checking out some art exhibitions because he's a painter. Usually his creative friends scare me with their coke infested though processes but as of late i've been loving the art world.

I'm currently sitting in Aaru's studio (which is basically just the first floor of his studio apartment).
I'm watching him sketch something while also thinking about her for the 3rd time today.  I'm snapped out of my thoughts by Aaru. "Man you're just sad, go get some pussy." Out of all the people in the world the french loverboy just told me that, what the hell is going on.

My eyebrows furrow. "Oh wow, Mr. I give girls flowers, and cook good french food for them, then delicate art pieces to them, is really telling me to go fuck someone else to get her off my mind?"

He chuckles. "Well i'm only telling you this because the girl literally hates you, she thinks you're an idiot and incompetent which I wouldn't say she's wrong but-"

I cut him off . "Yea fuck you, and your stupid french accent."

"Someone's just mad because my accent makes women fall in my lap, tu es juste jaloux. Anyways what I'm saying is either figure out a way to make her like you or go fuck someone else until she becomes a blur in your mind."
(you're just jealous.)

"Man this is annoying, why can't she just try to like me. Anyways do you have anything planned for us today." I say while getting comfortable on the couch.

"Well, I have stuff for me to do but since you continuously follow me everywhere now I guess I have to tell you." He pauses. "Umm, i've been invited to a friend of mine's listening party for and album she made, I was told i can bring a plus one so I guess you'll do. I'm also going thrifting beforehand and I think that's it."

I nod in agreement. "Okay sounds cool when are we heading out?."

"In an hour go get ready." He says shooing me off.

The good thing about Aaru's apartment is that it's literally down the hall from mine so We basically live together and invade each others personal space anytime we get the chance.