"dom get ur ass up now" josh shouted at me throwing a pillow at me, "wtf" i said still lying down, "the band is here get up" he said again.
"ugh fine" i wasn't even paying attention to what he said but i just got up because he wouldn't stop screaming.
I brushed my teeth, hair and put on some shorts, i walked downstairs to see the band sitting in there, they all looked at me.
"umm hey?" i said "morning, i'm guessing u just woke up" bill said smiling "yea i did, josh can i talk to u for a sec" i asked and he nodded, we went to my room.
"wtf why did u tell me they were here look at the state of me rn" i shouted "woah don't get all mad at me i did tell u" he shouted back.
"no u didnt" "u were just half asleep" he said and i rolled my eyes, he went back downstairs and i cleaned myself up a bit.
I checked the time and it was 1pm, wtf why did i wake up so late that's so embarrassing, i went downstairs and sat down with them.
"hey guys im heading to work i'll be back later bye" my mum said "WAIT did dad call yet?" i asked "no sweetie i'm sorry" she said "it's fine bye mum" i replied.
"he didn't call did he?" josh asked "no, why does he never call its like he doesn't care about us" i said walking away pissed.
I started crying when i got in my room, "dom open up" josh said knocked the door "no go away" i said and josh came in.
"come here" he said and hugged me "why doesn't he care about us anymore, he only cares about money and drugs" i said crying.
Josh wiped my tears and we went downstairs, when i walked into the living room bill hugged me, "thank you" i said and he smiled.
"what do u wanna do today?" gustav asked, "hmm we could go to the beach?" i said "boring" tom said, "ice cream?" i suggested "boring again" tom said.
I kept naming things and tom said boring every time, "omg tom u suggest something then" i said to him, "hmm what about skating" he said, "wait acc i'm in the mood or skating" i said.
Everyone agreed "i just have to get dressed 2 minutes" i said and walked to my room.
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i walked downstairs and everyone stared at me, "what?" i asked "ur matching tom" josh said "omfg" i looked over to tom and saw us matching.
"yk what i'm not even changing i look hot in this" i said doing a spin "get it girl" bill said and everyone laughed.
"i'll be back in a min, i'm gonna go get my phone" i said and walked away, i was checking if i had any messages when i saw my dads number.
it won't hurt if i ring him right? I rang him and he picked up surprisingly.
me: dad?? dad: hi do- me: it's dominique dad, anyways why aren't u calling mum back dad: because i have a new family, i'm not gonna keep holding on to the hope that u will come back to me me: WTF DO U MEAN U HAVE A NEW FAMILY dad: i got married me: UR STILL MARRIED TO MUM WTF IS WRONF WITH YOU, U CANR START A NEW FAMILY U HAVE TO FINISH THIS ONE WTF DAD dad: listen i'm- me: NO UR NOT FUCKING SORRY IF YOU WERE U WOULDNT OF DONE DRUGS AND DROVE US AWAY FROM YOU
I hung up, and tried to hold back my tears and walked downstairs, everyone stared at me, "i'm sorry if u heard-" i said before i got cut off by everyone hugging me.
"thank you guys, i really needed that" i said "of course im really sorry about ur dad" georg said to me and josh "it's ok" josh said, i just stayed silent.
We all decided to still go to the skate park, we were all hanging out when our mum rang me and told me to get home with josh.
"hey u guys wanna sleepover?" josh asked and they all said yes if our mum agreed, josh rang her and she said yes.
We all started heading back to the house, i was walking slowly being everyone, i didn't really know how to join into conversations.
Tom walked slow until i caught up with him, "i'm really sorry about ur dad" he said to me "thanks tom" i replied looking down.
We all got back to our house, i couldn't stop thinking about my dad, about how he could just get a new family like that.
I looked under my mattress for my tin and took out the blade, i started cutting on my thighs, when the door opened and there stood tom.
I jumped quickly and turned around "tom wtf i'm changing" i said getting my blanket to cover me, "no ur not dom" he said and looking at me in my eyes.
"why would you do that to urself" he said i could see tears in his eyes, "why do u care just get out" i shouted "no i'm staying here" he said.
"I SAID GET OUT" i screamed tears forming in my eyes, he left and slammed the door, i hoped that he wouldn't tell the others about what happened.
I put on some sweatpants and a hoodie and walked downstairs to the others, "dom how r u wearinf that it's so warm" bill asked "oh umm i'm a bit cold" i said hoping he believed me.
"oh okay, come sit" bill said patting the seat beside him, i went over and sat down, i was in between tom and bill, tom was staring at my legs.
We all watched movies and i fell asleep.
toms pov "tom bring dom up to her room and sleep with her in there" bill whispered to me "wtf wh-" i said before i noticed dom sleeping on my shoulder.
"no" i said to him "tom do it now before i kill u" bull whisper shouted "fine but u owe me" i said before lifting dom up and walking upstairs.
I saw her down on the bed and got in beside her, she hugged me and buried her head in my chest, i don't think she realises it's me.
I put my arms around her to get comfortable, and i fell asleep aswell.
