next door neighbours - tom kaulitz

part 6

doms pov

I woke up to a raging headache and my arms wouldn't stop stinging, i turned around to see bill wasn't there.

I got up and walked out of bills room, i saw him comforting tom, what is going on? "bill?" i said low, "yea?" he said turning to me.

"can i talk to u" i said and he followed me back into his room, "what's going on with tom, what happened to his room, there's also something i didn't tell-" i said before i got cut off.

"i know he loves u, i understand why u didn't tell me u didn't even know how to accept it urself" he said taking a deep breath.

"and tom he- he's  a wreck, his room, his mind everything, i'm so worried about him i've never seen him like this before" bill said, "i can take u home if u want to, this might be to much to deal with" bill said kinda like a question.

"no it's okay, i think i'm gonna talk to tom again" i said taking a deep breath, bill nodded and i stood infront of toms door which was now closed.

I slightly knocked the door, "tom.." i said and i heard him coming to the door, he opened it his eyes were red like he was just crying again.

I wrapped my arms around him, hugging him, he wrapped his arms around my lower back,. he buried his head into my shoulder, i could hear him starting to cry again.

I closed the door behind me and started hugging him tighter, "i'm so-so sorry" he whispered still crying, "i shouldn't- ha-" he said before i cut him off.

"its okay, please don't cry" i said rubbing the back of his head, "i cant, i hurt u so much and i can't believe i did, i'm a fucking mess" he said, he was starting to break down.

"i will never ever hurt u again, i can't forgive myself for this, i jus-" he said before falling to the ground and i could tell he was finding it hard to breathe.

if this moment i didn't care about myself, i wanted to comfort tom in the best way i could, i kneeled down in front of him.

His head was in his arms, i pulled his arms away and he looked at me, tears stained his face, i pulled him in for another hug.

I accident sat on some smashed glass, "ow" i whispered, he lifted his head up, "r u okay am i hurting u?" he asked, "no i js sat on some glass" i replied.

"shit sorry, my room is just fucked, everything is broke" he said still crying, "it's okay it doesn't matter, i feel so bad" i said.

"why do u feel bad? i'm the one who hurt u" he said low, "because seeing u like this, i know how u feel, i felt the same way, and it was fuckinf horrible" i said.

He was still crying he was hugging me tighter, we stayed like that for a few more minutes, when bill knocked the door, "can i come in?" he asked.

I lifted toms head up and looked at him for approval, he nodded "yea come in" i said and bill came in.

As soon as he came in, he saw how bad tom was, he rushed over and hugged us, we all just sat hugging eachother for a couple minutes.

"listen tom, i can't stand seeing u like rhis" bill said and tom didn't answer but he stood up, "u shouldn't feel bad for me, i deserve everything of what i'm feeling" he shouted crying.

He was going over to punch the wall, when i stood up and stopped him, " tom no one deserved to feel like this" i said holding his hand in mine.

"but i hurt u more than any1 ever has, i heard u say it" he said looking at me, "u have so much shit going on and i just made it all worse, i made u fuckinf cut urself again" he said.

"tom, please stop crying i can't stand to see any1 like this especially you, no one has ever felt this way after hurting me" i said "i know u didn't mean it" i pulled him into a hug again.

" bill can u get some water" i asked and he nodded leaving, tom was finding it really hard to breathe, "take a deep breathe in" i said and he did "and out" i said, "again" i said and we did rhay for a couple minutes till he calmed down.

Bill came back up with the water, i took it of him and handed it to tom telling him to drink it, he finished it and looked up at me.

" hey do u guys wanna go into my room, i'll start cleaning up in here" bill said "no bill u do-" tom said before bull cut him of "i want to, now go" he said and we went into bills room.

"show me" tom said i looked at him confused, he grabbed my hand and then i realised, "no tom, i don't need u to be feeling bad again" he said.

"no dom i already feel bad enough, please just show me" he said and and i lifted up my sleeve, he stared at my arm for a couple seconds.

" i'm so sorry" he said and was kissing all over my arm, "tom it's okay, i forgive u" i said "but u shouldn't" he said looking up at me.

"but i do okay, don't worry" i said pulling down my sleeve, we stared at eachothers eyes, and i looked down at his lips a few times.

I wanted to kiss him so bad, even after everything, i think i'm falling in love, he looked down at my lips and i just went for it.

I leaned in and kissed him softly, he kissed me back softly, it was a passionate kiss, the best ever kiss i've ever had.

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this is short but i wanted it to end on a cliff hanger kind of