Hi sweethearts,
Wow it has been quite some time, and I honestly don't know how to explain this.
I promised I was coming back months ago and I am so sorry
My relationship came to an end after nearly 2 years and I was kicked out immediately after my birthday. I was lucky to be able to move in with my family near college to finish out the school year.
My mental health plummeted, and I was in an absolutely awful place, I spent all my energy just getting through my days and had no energy or brain power to write for you guys.
I'm doing okay now, and I am forever grateful to my friends, family, and professors for being the most incredible support system in the past months.
That all being said, I feel as though I'm ready and wanting to write for you again. I'm not sure if I really have an audience anymore or if any one wanted this life update rambling bit, but I thought I owed anyone who's stuck around an explanation.
I'll write for you soon, I promise I'm for real this time
~E