Falling in love with an Aburame (x reader)

Bullet

A/N- this is based on the song bullet, if you are light hearted do not read this chapter as bullet is not a song I would recommend.

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My legs are dangling of the edge

You walked with Shino but you felt a sudden twinge in your side.

The bottom of the bottle is my only friend

You put on a brave face but the pain was to much.

I think ill slit my wrist again and I'm gone gone gone gone

Shino had noticed but he knows that you like to be independent.

My legs are dangling of the edge

The pain got worse and worse and you fell to the floor.

A stomach full of pills didn't work again

You went into you bag and pulled out some medicine.

I put a bullet in my head and I'm gone gone gone gone

Your hand was shaking as you put it in you mouth, blood fell out in return.

Gone to far, yeah I'm gone again

Shino looked at you worried, he took your hand in his.

Gone on to long tell you how it ends

He removed your hand from your side and revealed the gaping pool of blood.

I'm sitting on the edge with my two best friends,

"You've been stabbed" he says with panic in his voice.

Ones a bottle of pills and ones a bottle of gin,

"Stabbed? When?" You ask, colour draining from your face.

I'm 2o stories up, yeah I'm up at the top,

"I'll fix you, I promise" he holds you close "I promise."

I polished off this bottle, now its pushing me off

Everything goes black and you hear a scream.

Asphalt to me has never looked so soft,

You try to run to whoever is screaming but your feet are stuck to the ground.

I bet my mama found my letter now shes calling the cops

You hear shouting and the clanging of metal hitting metal.

I gotta take this opportunity before I miss it

You look at the blood, stained onto your hand, and wish you could let go.

cause now I hear the sirens and their off in the distance

You feel cold and cant. A warm hand is on yours comforting you.

believe me when I tell you that ive been persistent,

"Is it time?" You ask hoping for an answer from Shino but got none.

cause im more scarred, more scarred than my wrist is,

A life without Shino isn't a life worth living.

Ive been trying to long with to dull of a knife

You are physically and mentally sick.

but tonight I made sure that sharpened it twice