The Unpredictable Variant (Miguel O'Hara X Reader)

Pt 5. Closer

Y/N POV

I woke up with a jolt. I was sweating yet shivering. My spider sense warned me of danger despite the area being safe. It was another nightmare.

It was the same one I always get. It was me reliving my so called 'canon' event. I hated it. Just like every other Spider-Man I had to lose a loved one. I lost my Aunt May. The worst part was that it was meant to happen. I got bit by the spider after she died. Despite it being out of my control I felt so guilty. So guilty I had nightmares the Vulture killing her often.

I was now sitting up in bed knowing I couldn't go back to sleep as I felt on high alert. These nights were the worst. Although I had Jormund, I still felt scared and alone.

Then it dawned on me. I wasn't alone. Miguel was directly across the room from mine. If there was anyone who could make me feel safe it was him. He spent so many nights in my dimension making sure I would be okay as I did my patrol or just in case I had a nightmare I had someone there for me. He may be harsh but he was an amazing mentor to me.

I got up and walked out my room into the hallway. I stood at his door not sure what to say. I gave it a light knock.

Maybe only 5 seconds had passed before the door swung open and Miguel was standing there. He looked sleepy.

"Hey I'm really sorry to wake you up and well this is really awkward. Can I sleep with you tonight?", I asked looking down at the floor. I was embarrassed.

"Come in.", he motioned at me to enter the doorway. "Was it the nightmare again?"

I nodded in response.

Suddenly I felt my body pressed against his. He had engulfed me in a hug. Like always, I immediately relaxed. I felt so safe in his arms. He even began to run his fingers through my hair. I could stay like this forever.

"Let's get to bed.", he said breaking the hug. We walked to the bed and I tucked myself in. I noticed he grabbed a pillow and placed it on the floor.

"Are you not sleeping in the bed?", I asked sheepishly. I wanted him to but I didn't want to say it.

"I don't want you to feel cramped.", He responded as if he didn't have a king size bed.

"Will you please sleep in the bed with me? I'll feel safer.", I could feel myself blush at the request.

He gave a small smile and climbed in next to me. By pure instinct I got closer and put my head on his chest.

"Thank you Miguel.", was all I said. I could feel myself fall asleep to his heartbeats.

He wrapped an arm around me and whispered softly,

"Además, no dejaré que nada lastime a mi nena."

Translation: Besides, I am never gonna let anything hurt my baby.

(Time Skip to morning)

I awoke to sunshine rays on my face. At first I was confused as I didn't recognize where I was but then I remembered I slept in Miguel's room. I could feel my face burning at the memories of last night. I hope he didn't think I was trying to make a move. I mean he's hot but that wasn't why I wanted his company.

I was just about to get up when the door opened.

"Good morning Y/N. How are you feeling?", Miguel walked in with two mugs.

"Thanks for staying with me lat night. It was nice not having to be alone.", I smiled and grabbed the mug he handed me. It wasn't coffee which made me a bit confused.

"It's breakfast tea. I put the amount of sugar and cream you like.", he gave me a warm smile.

"All these years and you still remember the way I like my tea.", I took a sip. It was exactly how I like it.

"Y/N, I just want you to know I'm always here for you. Anytime you can't sleep you can sleep with me. Or if you can't sleep but want to stay awake I'll wake up and keep you company.", He was genuine. His facial expression was soft.

I felt my heart flutter at his words. I was feeling something I never thought I would feel about him.

"I missed you so much. More than Loki.", I blurted without thinking. It was true. Everyday since I had left I thought of Miguel. As much as I had loved Loki I knew being with the God of Mischief would never bring me a happy ending. Miguel on the other hand cared for me like no one else.

When I first left I was so angry. I felt betrayed by Miguel yet I constantly missed him. He was all my comfort and company yet I couldn't help but feel like he was disappointed in me.

"I missed you too. That's why I looked for so long. Each day that passed I felt like I was closer to finding you. I'm so sorry for the way things went.", he looked a bit sad when recalling the events.

"I'm not gonna leave this time. I'll stay as long as you would like and help with the portals.". I gave him a reassuring smile. He smiled back.

"Good. I can't handle losing you again.", he grabbed one of my hands in his and gave a reassuring squeeze. I couldn't help but blush at his words and touch.

"Let's go to the lab and get some work done.", I got up energetically and tackled Miguel. I couldn't help but feel like a kid just discovering love for the first time.

He let out a laugh and threw me over his shoulder.

"Let's go!", he said matching my energy.

I couldn't help but let out a laugh at his playfulness. I never thought I would see it again.

I never want to leave him again.

A/N

I hope y'all like it so far! As promised the romantic relationship is blossoming! :)