𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓬𝓸𝓲𝓷𝓬𝓲𝓭𝓮𝓷𝓬𝓮 [𝓡.𝓟]

𝟘𝟝: 𝕋𝕙𝕖 𝕔𝕠𝕟𝕤𝕖𝕢𝕦𝕖𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕤

𝐿𝒶𝓎𝓁𝒶 𝒫.𝒪.𝒱
(𝗖𝗵𝗮𝗿𝗹𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗼𝗻 𝘀𝗼𝘂𝘁𝗵 𝗖𝗮𝗿𝗼𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗮)
𝗢𝗰𝘁𝗼𝗯𝗲𝗿 𝟰𝘁𝗵 𝟮𝟬𝟭𝟲

"Okay let's do this I think it's better if I stop putting it off" I say ready to do these pregnancy tests am I actually ready for the possibility of the results behind these tests no but would I be better of knowing if I'm pregnant or not I just have this feeling that it's a very strong possibility that I am pregnant I just don't want to think I am incase I'm not
"Okay are you sure" nova says
"Yeah I'm sure I'll take them then I'll call you" I say
"okay and Layls remember I'll always be there for you i promise" she says
"thank you" I say with a small smile

I grab the pharmacy bag and walk into the guest bathroom I take the test I take two one digital and one normal i set them down on the counter face down and set a timer for three minutes like the instructions said to do then I wash my hands and unlock the door and call nova into the bathroom I'm stood in front of the tests and nova is stood next to me the timer beeps as nova looks at me "I'm scared" I whisper
"I know Layls but I promise you that you'll be okay whatever the outcome is I promise" she reassures me I nod and lift my shaky hand to flip over one of the tests I turn it over and it says pregnant I let out a sob how could I be so stupid I know exactly what I need to do now tho I need to be a mom I chose to sleep with Rudy without using protection so I need to take responsibility and deal with the consequences I reach for the second test and flip it over I see it says pregnant on it I start crying full on knowing that it's actually real I check the digital test to see if it says how far along I am it says  1 week which I know when my baby was conceived it  was conceived the day I slept with Rudy i look at nova "I'm gonna be a mom" I say letting out a little laugh which turns into a sob when I realise I have to tell my parents which I already know is not gonna go well

"Nova I'm scared" I say as we're still looking at the tests
"I know it's a scary thing becoming a parent but you can do it Layls your strong willed any child will be lucky to have you as their mom" nova says
"It's not that I'm scared of it's my parents and how their gonna react because they don't even know I've slept with anybody and they want me to date their friends son but they always say I'm the disappointment you know that nova" I say

"I know Layla I promise I'll always be there for you so will my mom and dad you know that when do you want to tell you parents and Isabelle?" She questions
"Not yet soon tho I promise" I say
"Okay well im gonna head home now message me if you need me im only a phone call or text away" nova says
"Okay thank you for helping me get through this I wouldn't have done this without you" I say giving her a hug thank you
"your welcome Layls call me later" she says
"I will do bye" I say

Nova leaves my house and I'm now alone with my thoughts
I place my hand on my stomach and look down at my hands
"Hi baby I'm your mommy I know you probably can't hear me but I want you to know that I already love you baby" I say to my unborn baby
The first thing I'm gonna do after I tell my parents is book the first appointment for my baby I can say I'm scared shitless but I'm also excited too I'm excited to be a mom and meet my baby let's bring on this adventure

˜"*°•.˜"*°• _______________ •°*"˜.•°*"˜

Ａｕｔｈｏｒ ｎｏｔｅ
𝕙𝕚 𝕓𝕦𝕥𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕗𝕝𝕪'𝕤 𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕖'𝕤 𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝟝 𝕠𝕗 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕔𝕠𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕚𝕕𝕖𝕟𝕔𝕖 𝕀 𝕙𝕠𝕡𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕖𝕟𝕛𝕠𝕪 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕚𝕗 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕕𝕠 𝕡𝕝𝕖𝕒𝕤𝕖 𝕞𝕒𝕜𝕖 𝕤𝕦𝕣𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕧𝕠𝕥𝕖 & 𝕔𝕠𝕞𝕞𝕖𝕟𝕥
𝐿𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝒵