𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓬𝓸𝓲𝓷𝓬𝓲𝓭𝓮𝓷𝓬𝓮 [𝓡.𝓟]

𝟙𝟘: 𝕎𝕖 𝕞𝕖𝕖𝕥 𝕒𝕘𝕒𝕚𝕟

𝐿𝒶𝓎𝓁𝒶'𝓈 𝒫.𝒪.𝒱
(𝗖𝗵𝗮𝗿𝗹𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗼𝗻 𝘀𝗼𝘂𝘁𝗵 𝗖𝗮𝗿𝗼𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗮)
𝗝𝗮𝗻𝘂𝗮𝗿𝘆 𝟮𝟬𝟭𝟵

I'm sitting staring at the audition form for a role that I was gonna audition for it's a new Netflix series which I'm not too sure if I'm gonna do it or not it makes it harder being 19 with a child I'm still trying to decide if im gonna do it or not I don't want to upset Maisie's routine too much but yet here I am staring at the audition form that explains the roll I mean the role is a good fit for me but I've still gotta decide
I think I'll put in an audition see what they say don't mean to say I have to say yes it helps that they film the tv show where I live so it wouldn't disturb Maisie too much
I fill in the form just as I click submit Maisie comes waddling over to me

Mommy can we go to the beach my daughter asks
Yea we can mais let me just get us both ready and tidy up a bit I say looking at the time which says 10:30am it gives me enough time to clean up and get Maisie and myself ready before we head to the beach I am gonna take snacks with us to the beach

Mais let's go get you changed I say bending down to take her in my arms I put her swimming pull up diaper on as I'm still potty training her it's going well but I don't want any accidents then I grab her clothes that consist of white jumper some white shorts with a sage green tank top under it and a sage green hair tie I put her beige sandels on then she goes and plays she's had her breakfast already so I've just gotta get changed which I choose a pair of washes denim jean shorts with a black cropped tank top and a white button up shirt to go with it I put my hair in a pony tail and put my black converses on I do a tiny bit of makeup

Once I'm changed I walk into the living room that has a kitchen connected i see Maisie playing with her toys in the living room I grab her diaper bag and check see if the is a spare outfit and some wipes and pull-ups I just add a sippy cup for Maisie then I get her princess pot and cut up some fruit and pop the lid on I grab her a packet of baby crackers she does still eat them even tho she is one I don't mind because they are good for her I also grab a water for me

Mais choose a toy to go to the beach with us today i say putting her diaper bag under her stroller
Okay mommy she says going through her toys carefully she chooses a stitch bear
Okay you got it I say picking her up
Yeah mommy I got it she says as I start buckling her in the stroller

right one minute Maisie let me just get my phone and keys I say when I return I unlock the door and as soon as we're out the door I lock it and pop the keys in my pocket as we start our journey to the beach

I know being a mother at such a young age wasn't ideal especially considering the circumstances I mean I had a summer fling with a guy named Rudy Pankow on holiday when I was 16 he was only 18 at the time I don't regret what I did that summer because I got my beautiful daughter Maisie out of it I wanted to contact rudy about Maisie but I didn't have any of his contact details or social medias so I couldn't tell him about Maisie but I wish I could've told him about her

It didn't take long for us to arrive at the beach considering it's about ten minutes from our apartment I look around and see that it's busy

Okay mais I say putting the break on her stroller I bend down to unbuckle her once she's out I tell her no running off as it's busy she says okay and I find a place to sit in the sand
As soon as I sit down I see Maisie run to chase a small bird I stand back up as I notice she's getting too far

Maisie don't run that far away from mommy I say running after her
Just as I got to her I told her that she shouldn't have run off and let her go play I see a group of people staring at me which I do get a lot since I was pregnant I walk back to her stroller as I'm watching her mais your sunscreen I call her over to me as I get it out of her diaper bag