"that's so cool. i wish to be like that, too, y'know? to be able to have a hobby and express myself with it,"
namjoon thought about what seokjin said for a long while as he stayed in bed that night, staring at the ceiling.
a hobby to express yourself?
but what if writing is the only thing that's keeping you from killing yourself? what does that make you now?
namjoon closed his eyes. his chest feels so heavy and he wanted to cry so badly.
at this point, his life has been so shit he doesn't know what to do with himself now. he couldn't even write anything coherent and it's been draining for him. his writer's block was becoming so worse than it previously was.
is taking a break really the right answer or is he just subjecting himself to more draining days?
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i'm so in love with you | k.nj + k.sj
Fanfiction❝sorry. i'm really not that into reading stories and poems.❞ ❝oh, that's fine.❞ just a sad story about a writer and his muse. started: september 2023 ended: ---- status: on-going
