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forever in a day,
i couldn't tell why,
but seeing other people so happy,
makes me want to cry
no amount of happiness,
could equal my thoughts of death,
a jump high in the air,
before i take away my own breath
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namjoon woke up the middle of the night, thirsty. he gently turned his phone on and the light hurt his eyes. he squinted as he was scrolling past his messages before slowly standing up to drink a few glasses of water.
as soon as he came back to his bed, he suddenly had an idea to write. maybe to help him fall asleep again. or maybe just to easen this heavy feeling in his chest that just won't go away.
will it even go away?
namjoon started typing on his phone, a few poem ideas here and there. he continued writing for his poetry book he started writing online a few months ago.
so far, he has already written almost sixty poems and proses because of one guy and a thousand experiences.
and for a moment, he stopped typing and thought about how many poems and proses he'll write before ending the book.
he stopped typing and lied down to go back to sleep.
maybe 200 is enough.
YOU ARE READING
i'm so in love with you | k.nj + k.sj
Fanfiction❝sorry. i'm really not that into reading stories and poems.❞ ❝oh, that's fine.❞ just a sad story about a writer and his muse. started: september 2023 ended: ---- status: on-going
