Chasing Soul (Aliser Series 1)

Kabanata 29

Too Soft

Ian was hesitant to kiss me, I can really feel it lalo na nung naging marahas ako at mas lalo na ng nararamdaman kong takot pa rin ako sa bagay na ito.

Pero alam ko na sa loob ng six years si Ian lang talaga ang minahal ko. I look at his eyes, too soft. But then I kissed him back when he tried to let his hands off me. I tried pero tumango ako at nagsalita.

"Sa loob ng anim na taon na iyon, ikaw lang... oo nasaktan kita pero mas masasaktan kita kung hinayaan kong malaman mo ang nangyari sa akin ng araw na iyon."

"That's bullshit!" aniya.

Hindi na ako nagsalita but I kissed him back again. I hope this time; this will lead him towards me. I really forced the kiss.

He then held my waist softly. He kissed me with so much anger, I can feel it pero pinabayaan ko. He slowly caressed my shoulders and made me lay down on bed. He takes his shirt off in front of me. And then kiss me back but it was soft now. He looked at me through my eyes and whispered.

" I love you." aniya sabay baba sa damit ko as he started kissing my neck, he touched my legs and wanted me to wrap it on his body.

"I waited," bulalas niya ulit sakin as he kissed my nipples. His tongue was playful as he twirl and bite it like a baby. Tumingin siya saakin gabang ginagawa iyon.

"You will not be scared again, because it's me, it's me doing it, Alirah, No one else. This is love. This is me. Doing it." Aniya.

Alam kong binibigyan nya ako ng assurance na sya ang kaharap ko... na wala akong dapat katakutan. He looked at my eyes full of passion and care. Marahan niya ng hinahalikan ang tiyan ko as he was touching my down there which still has panty. I never moan so loud but then I cant stop when he licks so well my down there.

"What about this?" Bulong niya as he licks deeper.

"Ah..." Bulalas ko ng di mapigilan.

He continued doing that and started kissing my lips and boobs.

"I'll move now." Aniya and began thrusting.

Wala na ako sa sarili ng ginawa niya, I couldn't even moan enough dahil sa ginawa niya at agad na akong napagod. He thrust so well that I even scratched his butt. Wala na akong magawa kundi ang yakapin sya sa ibabaw ko at bawat pagpasok niya nanghihina ako.

Nanghina ako pero hindi niya ako tinigilan, he continue doing it till both of us made it. Napahiga sya sa kama pagkatapos. I can't speak but neither I was not shy just because we hadn't had sex after six years.

"You don't have to come for the SPH renovation tomorrow if you're not yet okay. Ako na ang mag-u-update sayo. And you have to remember this. " aniya at umayos ng higa. "You're still my woman because you let me touch you. You still love me. And not because you ghosted me six years ago doesn't mean we had broken up." Aniya.

Hindi na ako nagsasalita habang nagsusuot siya ng damit. I know he'll be going to work.

"What do you want for dinner? I'll get my things from house and comeback. But lets cuddle first." Aniya at humiga sa kama ulit at niyakap ako sabay halik sa ulo.

"I love you..." aniya.

That made me cry, kaya naman nang hinalikan niya ako ulit sa ulo mas naiyak ako.

"I'll talk to Tito after this. Let me take care of you, let me be the one to be with you after all of this. Alirah, lagi mong tatandaan na andito ako, na hindi kita iiwan. Its my time to take care of you. Mahal na mahal kita."

He kissed my head for the third time at mas lalo akong niyakap. He didn't speak so much but his hug was enough to tell me that he will be with me starting from now on. I know that after I hurt him kaya niya pa rin akong patawarin pero kung ibang tao na siguro iyon matagal ng pinagdasal ang kamatayan ko.