I look down at the small baby bump forming in my abdomen, this bump reminds me that I carry a live human, a mini me, my baby always makes me smile,
I really can't wait to see my baby, he is the treasure I have been waiting for,I hope my baby know how much I really need him, I pray for the day when I can finally meet him, and kiss him, Everyday I pray for him, there is a permanent place for him in heart,
He is his mother's strength, his father's pride, my husband is very excited about the baby as much as I am but Khalid excitement is over the roof although he simmers down when my husband is around, he hugs me, carrass my bump and give us butterfly kisses, sometimes it makes me sad the situation we found our self in, I love my husband but I dream about me and Khalid raising this child, but I don't let the thought last, if not for my husband, I would have never love Khalid the way I do now.
I rub my bump again, this baby will make everything fall into place, hopefully.
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"Sandra what did you want to discuss with me?"
"Maya you know it is about your brother"
"And what about him?" She ask acting clueless
"Maya I will just go straight to the point, Khalid has grown really distant, we are about to be engaged and yet I feel like I'm losing him, I think he has another woman" said Sandra,
"I do not think that this is enough reason to jump into conclusion, he might be distant because of his work"
"No it is not work, I know what I speak about, I am definitely sure he has a woman"
"I do not know, he is your boyfriend, you should communicate and know the reason for the separation"
"You think, I haven't tried, you know how stubborn he is"
"I know, you are my friend, he is my brother, I will not mediate, sought it out"
When Sandra left,
"I hope Khalid goes into the right part soon, I will get him engaged and married to Sandra as soon as possible then maybe he would leave the other woman", even as she thought about this she was not sure.
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I love Khalid, I love him too much no one can take him away from me, he is mine, He has been mine from that day at the park when we were still twelve, I had prevented other little girls from approaching him and I would still do it now, he is my everything, I have always been in love with him, hoping for the day we would get married but he was never ready, not anymore, he will wed me as soon as possible, I need him, I promise when I find that bitch distracting him, I will kill her myself, he belongs to no one but me, I need to find her, I need her to suffer, Khalid is mine and no one else, mine mine mine, I stare at his picture I kissed it then held it tight on my chest, I popped my pills into my mouth already feeling the effects, He is only mine, I say before the pills took over.
