You know you're weak when
you awaken from a two hour nap
and all you want is to go back to sleep
because the immense world around
does nothing but make you weep .
You know you're weaker when
you're laying in bed, crying your eyes out
because you've finally noticed your
trusty blades are tucked away
in storage with all the things you hurt for .
You know you're weakest when
you have the urge to text the one who
got you so bad again just to say
that since they're gone, you can't spill your
heart out to anyone and you're not okay .
