When;
When did we
Start hating ourselves?
When did our lives
All go to hell?
When did they
Become so insecure
That they had to hate
On the weak and the poor?
When did we stop
Scraping our knees
And start hanging ourselves
From withering trees?
When did our scars
Go from accidents
To the intentional results
Of incidents?
When did people
Become so low
That they don't even
Choose to know?
Know the truth
Behind my scars
And know why I
Guard my heart.
When did everyone
Walk away
And make me
Who I am today?
When did everyone
Stop caring about
Their true friends
And leaving in doubt?
In doubt about
If it were real
And if it were even
The real deal.
Is everyone fake
Nowadays?
Or are they real
In different ways?
Nobody will know
Cause everything changes
No matter how big
The simple change is.
Everything will
Fade away
As we lead into
Another day.
A day of laughter
A day of tears
Maybe these days
Will last for years.
But maybe one day
I'll finally give up
And everyone will still
Say I wasn't good enough.
For me
Nothing will change
Everything
Will stay the same.
Everyone hates me
Now and forever
But they don't know
I'm oh-so clever.
I know they'll leave
I'm just waiting.
Because when I'm alone
There's nothing but hating.
Hating myself
For living, breathing.
Even hating
Never eating.
Maybe one day
It'll all blow over,
And everything
Will come out bolder.
Everything
I wanted to say
Out in the open
Every day.
Nothing to hide
Nothing to lose
I've lost everything
Except for you.
But I know
That one day
You will walk
A separate way.
But before
You go
I need
To know:
How did I
Dig this trench
And When did you
Become a backstabbing bitch?
I guess its all over
And my time has arrived
Please excuse me
While I go die.
