Rylee sturniolo: sturniolos sister

#31 what is it ?

later that day after we posted about "the Golden trio" everyone was going mental

Some people had guessed what is was, others were still a little bit confused

I'm sitting I'm the condo in my room, just watching tiktok then,

I saw and edit, of me and-

Jake.

I haven't talked to Jake in forever, even though I will always love him, I don't know if I feel the same way anymore

My thoughts are interrupted

"RYLEE" I hear nick yell my name

"HOLD ON ILL BE DOWN IN A MINUTE" I yell back, I quickly get up out of bed and put on some decent looking cloths considering I had only woken up 2 hours ago

When I first got up I took a shower earlier, but didn't feel like getting ready yet, so I got back in bed and just chilled while watching

I go downstairs to see what nick needed

Nate and matt left earlier to go to the fair or smt.

Madi was chilling in my room with me until she left to go take a shower

And chris was just in his room

Owen nick and daisy were all downstairs when I got down there

"Hey nick, what did ya need" I say walking over to the fridge grabbing a dr pepper

"Okay, so" he says readjusting in his seat as daisy and owen come walking into the kitchen

"Oh I was just about to scream for you guys" he says

"Uhm why?" Says daisy kinda confused

We all sit and the table looking at nick waiting for him to respond

"So I was going to ask what you guys would want to do for your first video, also even tho u guys JUST graduated high-school, when me and my brothers go back to LA, you guys should rlly look into coming with" he says

"Yea wasn't I already gonna be going anyways" I say

"Yea" he says

"MY mom wouldn't care much" says daisy

"Yea I don't think my parents would cate much either " says owen

"Alright, then I'll get 2 more tickets" he says laughing before continuing

"Back to the video ideas, what type of content would you guys wanna do ?" Asks nick

"I'm not sure, I really like vlogginf and stuff" I say

"I agree" says daisy

"Yea vlogging is really fun, especially since I get to do it with my best friends" says owen

"Love ya wen" I say before madi walks into the kitchen where we are

"Oh hey madi" I say smiling at her

"Hey love, watcha guys doing right now?" She asks sitting next to daisy

"Were just thinking of YouTube video ideas" says daisy

"I'm gonna be honest vlogging is all of yours strong suit, because I only watch the vlogw when you guys are in them" She says making nick give her a look

"Is that why you are constantly asking me if rylee or one of her friends are in the video" he asks

"Yep" she says laughing

"Anyways" nick says laughing

"Yea I think that's what we would wanna do" I say as the others start to agree as well

"Of for sure!" Says owen

"Same" says daisy

Chris came walking in hearing the entire conversation

"Yea its a good idea" he says not looking to well

"Are u okay c? You don't look to good" I say

"Yea I'm fine, just not feeling to well at the moment, I should be fine in a couple hours" he says

"Alright well, we can finish this later, I need to get some editing done for the next Friday video" says nick

"Okay" all 3 of the others say as they all split

I don't though, chris really doesn't look good, he looks, absolutely utterly gross to be honest

"Come on chris" I say grabbing his arm

"What are we doing" he says as I take him into his room and lay him down in his bed

"You need some rest, you don't look too good chris" I say

"I'm just stressed lee, I promise I'm okay" he says sitting up

I sit next to him and look at him

"Stressed about what, you can't talk to me" I say placing my hand on his shoulder so he knows I'm here for him

"Well I know this is gonna sound very dumb of me" he says before continuing

"I just feel like we aren't as close as we used to be, like we used to sneak out and go get slurpees, and I used to teach you how to play the video games that I played, and we have both been distancing from eachother, your supposed to be my little sister that doesn't leave my side, but soon your gonna be 18, and we will be 20, and I'm just scared that the older we both get you won't want to stay close with us, that's why I was so excited when you said you wanted to do YouTube, because then we could be doing the same job, having fun, being kids." He admits

The only thing I do in that moment us hug him.

Chris never really realized, but he has brought me out of so many depression states, and helped me through alot, I could never grow apart from my big brother

He's the light of my world, and I couldn't do anything without him in it.

"Chris I promise you, you aren't gonna loose eachother, you have helped me through more things than you know, I'll always be your little sister that you can annoy, hang out with, and just have fun with, don't ever forget that" I tell him while hugging him

"I love you lee" he says tightening the hug as if he really needed a hug

"I love you more c" I say

"Not possible, but whatever helps you sleep at night" he says smiling into the hug

991 words :)