I LOVE YOU 'IRE(POV SEASON 4)

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y/n (Ireen)'s POV

Nete: I love you... Ireen

I can't find the words to say when he directly said those words to me but I  somehow felt 

good 

about it 

Nete: So..*sobs* Please... pleasee.. don't leave me Ireen... *sobs* pleasee.. I'll take care of you He sobs continually his pain resonating in my chest which somehow surprised me 

I'm never emotional, or did I just decided to not give time to let out my emotions but nonetheless, I'm apathic and selfish 

I only think about myself but ugh..

this asshole is emotional as fuck 

I wanna laugh at his face and how he look right now but a chuckle or laugh can't seem to get out from my mouth not even words 

When he said those words, I felt something I can't recognize

Is it that I like him? 

or 

Do I love him? 

or I'm just .. I don't know ,...I just feel something ..

"You're such a crybaby shh" 

I teased him rubbing his head with my right hand but he just looked up at me with his weary and puffy eyes as I continue to wipe his tears away with my other hand 

he weakly sighed sadness eminent in his iris

I don't know how to comfort people, maybe kill them.. I could 

tsk. seriously 

Nete: But you promised right? *sobs*  you won't go away?

He asked innocently like a child wrapping his arms around me tigther looking directly at my eyes

seriously this guy

I rolled my eyes and wipe his tears again

"Yeah.. yeah"

His sad eyes immediately lights up with his lips slowly smiling in hope which I don't ever know what to feel about ,why does he looked so abandoned lol

Nete: That's great, *sniffs* right.. let's go home, you're getting cold

eh? How does he know that?

what a weirdo seriously 

He stops crying then kissed the back of my hands one by one then my lips then my forehead as he lifts me up to put me on his chair by the waist switching our seats then started the engine then started driving his car with his right hand holding my left one not saying any words

"Nete.." 

I blurted out looking at him while he seriously looks at the road not letting go of my hand

Nete :Hmm?

We are the only one who's on the road with just the city's deadly silence around sounding so peaceful and quiet

"Wouldn't you wanna know what I feel about you?"

my curiosity go the best of me, because, seriously? why? isn't he curious about what I feel though?

Nete: No

huh? He just simply said those as I felt him squeeze my hand a bit in a second

"Why?"

Nete: You don't need to tell me what you feel right now, I know you don't understand me and find me weird to feel for you this way,. but I don't give two fucks, just stay, I'll make sure that you'll also feel something for me