Shattered

Alone(5)

A/N im bored how r yall nvm no one reads this ahahah

I wake up but i still feel asleep as if I'm in a dream I always feel like this now I wish I was really dreaming I wish my whole life was just a dream and I had just been born into a better family with a mom and dad who loved each other i would like that a lot.

I get up and check the time. 7:04. I've woken up a bit late and I should get up to get ready for school. I go into the kitchen its the same as last night I go into my parents room. No one. The car is not here and everything is the same as last night. Have they not come home yet? Maybe they've abandoned me. Maybe they've decided they no longer need me, because of this stupid thought I begin to cry. No matter how much I hate them I'd hate it more if they left me all alone.

I don't want to go to school. I don't have to go to school. I'm not going to school. I want to see that new girl. I don't remember her name? I'm bad with names. She probably doesn't remember my name either. 

I sit in the living room with a bowl of cereal and turn on the T.V. I'm not really paying attention I just can't stop thinking about where my parents are. They have never stayed out later than one night they normally come back by now. What if they really did forget me what if they have left me all alone. I don't want to be alone forever stuck in this stupid house with all these stupid memories. I don't want to be alone anymore. 

"Knock knock" I hear at the door. They didn't knock I heard them actually say the words knock knock. The voice sounded very familiar.

A/N idk what im doing with my life. ALSO GUESS WHO IS 2 MONTH SH FREE I DID IT I ACTUALLY MADE IT :) i'm probs gonna relapse when school starts but even if i do i'm proud of myself for making it this far