𝐄𝐍𝐇𝐀 𝐎𝐍𝐄-𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐓𝐒 ☻

To The Moon And Back • LEE HEESEUNG

Requested by @Yes936 <33

⚠️ WARNING: MENTION OF ED ⚠️

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You and your boyfriend, Heeseung, have been dating for about 5 years now. You guys had just graduated out of college and are currently in the process of moving into a new apartment together as a way to move into a new part of your guys' relationship. But even though you love Heeseung dearly, you hated to admit that there were some things you were hiding from the male. For example, your ED

"Seung did you finish putting the pots and pans away?" you ask, you were currently putting away some plates and bowls into cabinets as you peeked from the corner of your eye in attempt to look for your boyfriend supposedly 'putting' the pots and pans away. Though it seemed like the boy was easily distracted by something else

"Uhm, not exactly" Heeseung responds, you turn around to see the image of Heeseung resting against the kitchen counter as he had his hand around his neck, he was clearly checking you out even though he had a whole different job he had yet to start. You roll your eyes at your boyfriend as you flicked his head to the side

"Eyes on the dishes babe" you chuckle, Heeseung gave a smirk before taking in a deep sigh

"Fine alright, just for you" Heeseung comments, Heeseung then goes on to putting the pots away, his eyes straying away here and there as he was getting quite bored.

A few hours pass and the 2 of you finally finished furnishing the apartment, it took you guys a couple days but the end results were amazing.

"Oh my gosh, I'm so hungry" Heeseung groans, he plops himself onto the couch, waiting for you to sit down before he put his head on your lap. You smile at his overdramatic actions as you put your hand on his chest, playing with his hair with your other hand

"It's kind of late, what do you think about take out?" you suggests, Heeseung shakes his head yes as he brings his head up from your lap, he quickly shifts his body comfortably next to you as he leans his head on your shoulder

"Is chinese food good?" Heeseung asks, you couldn't help but display a disgusted look on your face, you press your lips together as an attempt to choke back something churning in your stomach, that did not make you feel good. You let out a small cough as you shook your head slightly

"It's up to you, I don't feel hungry right now so I'm good" you answer, Heeseung raises an eyebrow at your answer as you looks at you, seeing how you didn't look too good he decides to just let it go and not pay attention to your reaction

"Alright then, I'll order some for me" Heeseung says, taking out his cellphone. The male then quickly goes to the kitchen and dials the number of a nearby Chinese restaurant, he was able to get a door dash driver to pick up food and drop it off at the apartment quickly as he got his food in less than 30 minutes.

"Mmm, that smells delicious" Heeseung says, smelling the food from inside the plastic bag. You smile nervously as you watched him take out the bowl of orange chicken and other dishes from the bag as he displayed it on the dining table, you definitely did not feel good anymore

"I got a lot Y/N, come eat a little bit at least!" Heeseung calls out fron the kitchen. You sighed deeply as you got up from the couch, as much as you didn't want to eat, you loved Heeseung too much to say no. Once you got to the dining table, Heeseung had already set up a plate and silverware for you right beside him, he had a grin on a face and was ready to have his first meal with you.

"Why haven't you set up your plate yet?" you ask, looking at the boy

"I'm waiting to eat with you" Heeseung replies, you smile at his eagerness as you sit down beside him

"Well I'm here so what are you waiting for?" you smile, Heeseung smiles wide before immediately grabbing food from the dishes on the table, he would grab some for himself and then put some on your plate, making sure to put enough for you to eat. Though, you were only getting more and more nervous as the food started piling up on your plate, you knew you couldn't finish this, but you didn't have the heart to stop Heeseung from giving food to you.

"Alrighty, let's eat!" Heeseung exclaims after distributing the food. You clear your throat as you looked at your plate, you gulp down a heavy bump in your mouth as you smiled

"Let's eat!..." you squeak. Heeseung quickly starts eating as he watches you from the corner of his eye, you were taking little by little bites as you felt yourself try to choke in some rice bits, you were getting really uncomfortable. As few minutes pass, you had just barely eaten half of your plate while Heeseung was almost down with his first plate. He continued to watch you swallow basically nothing as he took the last bite of his food

"Y/N, are you good?" Heeseung questions, you smile faintly as you nodded

"I'm good Seung, just eat.." you say, you were now getting quite dizzy, the smell of chinese food making you nauseous as you stumbled up from the chair you were sitting on. Heeseung looks up at you startled as he watched you close your eyes tightly

"Uhm uh, actually, I'm just gonna go to the bathroom quickly, if you need me just knock" you say, thinking of an excuse to leave the kitchen

"Y/N are you sure you're okay?" Heeseung says

"Yes yes I'm fine, just finish your food, I'll be right bac..." you squeeze your eyes shut as you bit your lip

"Y/N?..." Heeseung says

"I'm fine...perfectly...fin..."

A sharp pain suddenly stabs you in the stomach as you suddenly stop talking. You stay quiet for a bit longer before feeling something come up your stomach, your eyes widen as you knew what was bound to happen. You quickly run to the bathroom as you kneeled in front of the toilet, not too long after, you began throwing your guts out as you were coughing uncontrollably. The food you had barely eaten earlier had triggered something inside your body system, making you react sudden and out if the ordinary.

You continued to throw up as you felt your hair move out of the way, you look to the side, tears in your eyes as you spot Heeseung pulling your hair back, you felt embarrassed and sad honestly. Something you've been hiding from someone you loved was finally revealed and you didn't know what to say or do. As you finished up your business, Heeseung handed you some napkins as a cup of water, he stayed silent the whole time making you more nervous.

"Uhm..." you mumble, you looked at Heeseung as you watched him keep his eyes on yours, he looked concerned and worried

"Its okay, you don't have to explain" Heeseung says. You pressed your lips together as tears threatened to come out

"But I have to, you probably have no idea what happened, and not only that, I feel completely embarrassed and sorry for everything-"

Heeseung pulls you into a hug as he stops you from talking, he squeezes your body as he buries his head into your neck

"First things first, I'm fully aware of what happened, second there's absolutely nothing for you to be embarrassed about and third, I should be the one to say sorry, sorry for not noticing you go through this, sorry for forcing you to eat more than you can manage, sorry for dumping everything on you, sorry love..I'm sorry for not knowing" Heeseung says, you began to cry at his explanation, he did nothing yet he said so much to try and calm you down.

"I'm sorry for not telling you, I was really scared of rejection" you cry

"Why would you be scared of rejection? No matter the circumstances I'd love you no matter what Y/N, so ED or not, I'll love you to the end okay?" Heeseung says, you start crying more and more as you continued to hold onto Heeseung, gosh, what did you do to deserve such a person?

"Thank you Seung, thank you so much" You whisper, kissing him on the cheek. Heeseung smiles before carefully grabbing hold onto your face with his hands, he faces you toward him, giving a small smile as he looked into your eyes

"Y/N, I love you okay? to the moon and back" Heeseung says, you smile as you wiped your tears

"I love you too Seung, to the moon and back"