The past couple days
I've been reflecting
On the two relationships
That broke my heart
One of them
Two years ago
I've healed that pain
I'm not the same woman
My recent ex, though
Occupies my mind
It was only recently
I realized
We were together for six months
We've now been ex's for eight
After all that time
I'm still not okay
I healed what I could
Given my life at the time
Hell, it took forever
To heal ex number one
I won't let you imprint me
Prevent me from being myself
I have growth to do
But my life is restarting
I'm moving to a new city
Across the country
I can't wait to immerse myself
And live how I want
You can loosen your fist
Your grip on me
No longer remains
Don't expect a call
I'm letting go of you
Completely
No more this and that
You scorched what was left
I know once I free myself
It will finally set in
You're not a part of my life anymore
And I don't owe you a goddamn thing
So goodbye for real this time
I am not coming back
I know I'll find someone
To love me properly
That day may be soon
It may be later
But no matter when
It will be better
