Avu-i am the most selfish one here,then(her voice was rough from crying) you know what sucks? (He shook his head) that I want more of this life.I should have been ready to-to leave but I am not and for now I envy those people who want to end their lives..Then it would have been maybe easy afterall
Sid-Maybe and if you would have been that I wouldn't have fallen for you and it wouldn't be hurting me right now
Avu-Sucks,Right?
Sid-As hell..What time is it though?
Avu-idk approximately 12 I guess..Why?
Sid looked at her and grinned
Sid-I wanted to wish you goodnight(he fake frowned and she smiled)
Avu-You can wish me afternoon(she grinned)
He nodded with a grin and Kissed her
She nodded after he broke the kiss
Avu sighed
Avu-I guess I am kind of in love with you after all(she shook her head with a smile)
Sid narrowed his eyes
Sid-What do you mean by kind off? (he pouted)
She grinned and kissed his pout and shrugged
She hugged him
Avu-i don't want to leave(she mumbled)
He hugged her back
Sid-Is that a metaphor what?
She frowned
Avu-No that's not what I meant..i just don't want to leave you
Sid-Again a metaphor I see
Avu-oh fuck me! (She said being exhausted)
Sid broke the hug to look at her with a smirk
Sid-Gladly
She narrowed her eyes at him and pushed him away while smiling.. He laughed
At night
Avu lied on her bed awake being afraid she will not even know if she dies while sleeping and no one will know what she wanted to say to them..
She turned on the light and reached for her glass of water and by mistake dropped it..she nodded to herself while crying and shivered..
She mumbled "No no no"
She didn't even realized when the door to her room opened and SA sat on the edge of her bed
SA looked at her with sympathy and teary eyes
She moved towards Avu and hugged her while Avu shook while crying
Avu-Why am I cursed? (She said in a pained voice) I never wanted this..What did I do to deserve this?
SA soothed her back
SA-no one wants the bad things..Your dad didn't wanted it.. He loved you before you were even born..He wanted a girl from the very starting..he wanted a girl from the beginning..believed in girl supremacy(she laughed painfully) he died before he even saw you.. 2 months before you were born.. You don't hate him..do you? He never wanted you to have this..it got passed on unfortunately. . I don't want you to blame him for this disease. .i want you to know he was a hero who lost while fighting fate. .no one fights fate and wins. . No one.. That's how it is..that's how it's always been
TBC
STAI LEGGENDO
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