MAYBE NOT

CHAPTER-24

Present

Dear Diary
It was anger,loss,pain,acceptance all over again just like when I understood what that disease meant for me..I lost him that day..my best friend,my lover,my love,the person whom I loved to fight with, the one I felt safe with..everyone altogether..He proved that fate isn't something final and in a way he did..it was fate that I was the one who was supposed to die and fate decided we can't be together coz the one above us certainly had a problem with happiness and that's what happened..I am alive and it is because of him..I am grateful to him and always will be but if I had the choice to choose I would have died not him..I cried myself to sleep in guilt that I was supposed to be dead right now not him and regret that i wasn't there when he thought of doing this..am married because that's what he would have wanted for me..to be happy and though I don't love this person as much as I loved him..he isn't bad to spend a life with..That year was devastating but he left a letter for me that I carry with me till date maybe the only thing I held onto to get over that phase..His letter said

Dear Favourite stranger
I know you looked for me and I know you didn't find me..i didn't do that out of sympathy..i felt the need to keep you alive and I love you AND I don't do fake promises to the people I love..I will miss your parathas if you can feel anything after you die that is..Keep living and loving..you look good doing that..I am nodding btw...Yah keep that smile on your face..i like it..Goodbye,Avneet

Those were the last words from him.. "Goodbye,Avneet".. I don't even know how many times I nodded to that letter.. Guess all you need after all is someone who nods back to you secretly saying "You'll be okay".. It can be anyone your best friend, sister, brother, mom, dad,your love.. Someone who will make you feel "Alright"..

"SOMETIMES PEOPLE COME INTO YOUR LIFE FOR A MOMENT, A DAY, OR A LIFETIME. IT MATTERS NOT THE TIME THEY SPENT WITH YOU BUT HOW THEY IMPACTED YOUR LIFE IN THAT TIME."

He was an angel disguised as a stranger..I told mom that fate lost and we won after all...she held me but I wasn't crying she was..We all missed him but what I didn't thought was mom would cry for him..She looked at me that day and said"The saddest part in life is saying goodbye to someone you wish to spend your lifetime with.".. And I found out she was crying for me like I used to for her when I was a child..Days passed and I felt almost okay but my day never ended without remembering him and talking to the North Star because that's who he was.. North Star showed travellers the right path..So did he...Life doesn't always give you happiness..So you gotta cherish all the happy moments you get and be grateful for them
Until you find someone who nods back to you..who makes living easy..Keep living and loving..guess we look good doing that
THE END
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