• 𝐌𝐲 𝐈𝐝𝐨𝐥 𝐢𝐬 𝐌𝐲 𝐁𝐨𝐲𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝 • | Season 1

• The Taste of Hate •

"Author POV"

/It's been one and half day since YN's Photos were released. She hasn't checked the responses yet. She was scared. But today she got the courage to face it and checked the responses from her fan account. She bite her lower lip feeling nervous./

YN : (Maybe I shouldn't do this. Maybe this is a bad idea...)
/And It was indeed a bad idea. She scrolled through many comments and retweets. Her hands and feet became so cold even though the weather was hot./

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Retweet 1 -

User123 :-
Jeez I don't think she has a good visuals..

Retweet 2 -

User456 :-
Damn she's fat👀

User95 replied :-
Fat? Where? She looks perfectly fine to me.

User456 replied :-
She definitely weighs more than a normal female idol does.

User95 replied :-
And How does it even matter? I am sure she's really talented. Keep your sh*tty opinions to yourself.

User456 replied :-
Tsk! It's just a fact that she's fat.

User890 replied :-
I agree. She looks chubbier than an average idol should be.

User456 replied :-
Finally someone with brain. She looked fine the previous photos and in those cover videos but now she looks fat. Maybe she should stop eating too much lol.

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/Similiar replies started appearing. So many people were commenting on her weight. She wasn't really overweight. She was just in a healthy weight but ofcourse, people will always have something to comment about./

/She became numb. She continued to read more comments as she was scrolling more she gets a call./

YN : Mom..?
/She mumbles before answering the call./

On the call -

YN : Mom?
Mom : Hi my dear. I just saw your pics and you look so beautiful. I am feeling so proud of you.
/Her lips started to tremble as tears started to form in her eyes. But she didn't want her mother to know about it so she tried to cover it up./

YN : *fake chuckle* Thank you mom.
Mom : But when are you going to reveal your face??

YN : So-soon.
/She sighs in frustration for stuttering./

Mom : Okay, I am waiting for that day! I am so happy for you my baby. Mom is so proud of you.
/She says genuinely which was breaking her more./

YN : Mom..
Mom : Yeah?
YN : Do I... look fat?
/She says in a low tone./

Mom : Huh? No. Infact you look really healthy and very pretty! But why does it matter? Your job is to make music right?
/Hearing the last part, YN gets hit by the cruel reality of an Idol's life./

YN : Mom- I'll call you later. I am busy right now.
/She hung up the call before her mom could hear her sobs. She cried for few minutes until she calmed down a bit. That doesn't mean she feels better now./

/She got up from the bed and stood infront of her mirror. She removes her hoodie and checks herself in the mirror./

YN : Am I really fat...?