The Payne Life (One direction fan fic)

A Messy Little Thing Called Love

Kaceys's POV:

I slowly fluttered my eyes open as I just couldn't sleep any longer. I saw a small crack of my curtains open reveling a Grey light meaning it was most likely cloudy out.

I turned over a bit and saw Harry. He was sleeping soundly slowly breathing in and out. His right arm was laying around my body. His touch was so warm I thought. I smiled at the curly headed boy though he couldn't see me.

I shut my eyes briefly and just relaxed, but then something broke my peace. I looked over to Harry as quick as possible. He was shirtless. My breathe quickened as I suddenly realized only what was found to be worse. I looked down to my own body. I was completely nude. No clothes whatsoever.

My heart started racing. Did Harry and I have sex? Dear god no ! I couldn't think right. I've been wanting to save sex for marriage it's to sacred to me.

I jumped forward and yanked the covers even higher above my chest breathing in and out very deeply. I lost my virtue, and I can't even remember it. I slowly let a tear fall. Why did I do that? I love Harry and if anything I'd want to give it to him. But not now. I'm not ready or so I thought. That damn drink ruined my life.

Slowly more and more tears fell upon my cheeks and I let out a quiet sob.

"Kacey love" his angelic voice spoke

"Kac what's wrong?" His voice became deep and concerned. I didn't say anything just threw myself into his chest and sobbed

He wrapped his arms around me and sighed "baby talk to me please. Is it nick? Justin? Liam? Tell me" I could tell he was overly worried

"Ha-Harry tell me, did we-" I trailed off sobbing

"Did we what babe?" He said pulling me back to look into my eyes. "Did we do "it" last night" I sniffles looking ashamed at my naked body.

"Is that what this is about?" He started to whip away my tears and I nodded biting my lip.

"Kacey" his soft voice lingered over my ears

I sniffles once more before talking "yes Harry?"

"Would you regret it?" He said pulling my hair to my back "yes I would actually harry. And it's not because I don't love you." I said looking up to his stone hard face.

"You would regret making love?" He asked lowly

"Yes, because I can't remember it. I can't remember the connection with you. That is something special to me and I can't even remember." I cried once more looking down

"Kacey, you have no need to cry" I heard his voice lightened a bit

"I know it's something special to you, do you really think I'd take advanced of you while you're intoxicated? Of course not." He chuckled a tad

"Wh-what are you saying" I said looking back up to him

He gave me that lopsided smile and yanked the covers off of his body, revealing he actually had on his Mountain Dew pajama pants.

"I don't understand I'm nude and you're here and I know I was tipsy and--" Harry cut me off

"darling, last night, we didn't make love, now we were going to yeah. "He paused to chuckle " you're pretty crazy" he winked causing a blush to creep up under my tears.

"Once my shirt was off we were having what you'll call a make out session, and you started to strip, and I knew that this was wrong. I told you no and we need to stop and you started to get all upset" he frowned

"But I got you in bed and laid you down and I went next door to get my trousers on" he said referring to his pjs "and when I returned. You were completely in the nude!" He exclaimed. for a second and I literally felt my face nearly explode with all the blood rushing to my face