Do you know?
that euphoric feeling everyone's running after,
the adrenalin pumping through your veins,
telling you "another cut, just one more",
but its never 'just one more', it'll never be enough.
usually we don't relapse because we are sad or its a hard time, no
we relapse because we want, no, we need, that euphoric feeling, we love the adrenalin, when our hearts pump harder & faster, thats what we chase
we chase to feel again,
even if its pain, that soon turns to numbness,
we still run after it,
because its not what we feel once we are done with our art, but what we feel while painting
its the feeling of cold sharp metal against our burning skin, the feeling of skin breaking under the pressure, the feeling of dark thick liquid slowly skating over our skin,
thats what we want to feel,
so its not because we are sad,
but because nothing brings such joy and such euphoric vibe better than that.
Did you know?
YOU ARE READING
It's not a fairy tale.
Poetrythis is a book, filled with poems that either I wrote or saw inspiring. Some of them are about love, some about more dark things, writing is my way of dealing with the pain. I hope you find them inspiring also, or can feel some type of comfort upon...
