~ Chapter Five: The Secrets Of The Cove ~

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"Hey love birds!, we arrived!"

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~ Y/N POV ~ 

"Hey love birds!, we arrived!" I immediately felt my circuits heat up as I struggle to process how Roxy called out to me and Monty, love birds? is that really how she sees us, as I think more on it I felt a strange comforting warmth as I repeat the word 'love birds' at the back of my mind with pictures of Monty flashing and Foxy... I'm so confused, I don't know what I feel towards Monty, granted he makes me smile and there is no denying that I feel something for him but that's just it I can't place a word onto the feeling and when I ponder on the feeling, hoping to trick my processer into finally putting a name to it, images of Foxy replace the images of Monty with that same warm feeling, it might be better not to dwell on it as of now, I am still practically new to the pizza plex and am slowly adjusting to my advanced AI, I have time to figure it out. Although it's strange because the way I feel about Freddy, Chica and Roxy are so easy to understand!, they make me feel just as happy and content just as Monty does, but I can easily identify it as friendship, no! the feeling of gaining three new siblings each with a unique and distinct personality, a warm smile spread across my face as I picture the silhouettes of Bonnie and Mia next to the three others, I wonder how it would be if my little brother and sister were here? would things be different? would they forgive me for not being able to move as I witnessed their life drain from their glowing eyes that day? it's hard to imagine that the day I witness my family power off for the last time was decades ago, it only felt like an agonising moment between then and the time I powered on again, years later with a different body I would do anything just to see them again, if only for a moment just to know that they are ok and that they are happy and able to forgive me for letting them down.... again.  I felt a warm hand wrap around my own and was hit with an instant Deja vu as I look up to see Monty looking at me with concern 

"Hey, you ok doll?" he spoke with a slight accent 

"Y-Yeah, sorry I was miles away then huh" I smile sadly up at him for a moment before looking down at the floor again, no longer able to hide my sadness

"Is something on your mind N/N?" Monty asked softly, squeezing the back of my hand with his claws 

"You could say that" I reply still looking down, "Is it something you can't talk about?" he continued a hint of sadness radiating from his words 

" It's not NOT something that I can't talk about" "Just...something I'm not ready to talk about" I finally look back up at the Gator, conjuring a slight smile in an attempt not to worry the Gator even more so than he already was, he looked at me sadly for a moment, about to open his mouth before I interrupted him, I didn't really feel like hearing anything reassuring from him or anyone at the matter, it's something that I have to do on my own. 

After all, I'm the only one who can pick myself up Piece By Piece...and save myself

"Anyway!, we shouldn't keep the others waiting  Mo!" I forced a convincing smile letting my hand fall from Monty's gentle brace and stood behind him, eagerly pushing Monty in the direction of Pirate Cove, being careful not standing on his tale, I know it wasn't fair on him to shut him out, but my burden is my burden alone and nobody else's, it wouldn't be fair to push my burden filled with grief, resentment, hate and fury along with other swirling emotions onto anybody else and if I did, even by accident I would never forgive myself. 

~ Monty's POV ~

After I regained my composure from Roxy's sudden comment, and cooling down my system from the shock, I couldn't help but think that Y/N and I would make a good-looking pair!, I chuckled to myself before trying to call out to Y/N to see if she was ok and instantly noticed the tormented look on her face, I felt my 'heart' sink deep into my gut upon seeing the heart wrenching expression, did she really hate the idea of...being something with me? has she still not fully warmed up to me. In an effort to either confirm or deny my internal confliction of thoughts, I reached out to her paw, gently holding it against my claw, being careful not to harm or injure Y/N 

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