Today I cry inside
I am tired
I begin to scream at my pain
It keeps biting my ribs
I'm consumed with frustration
from within
And outside, outside it rains
drops of salt, with bitter taste
I can't sleep even though
my cell phone has dialed sleep mode
I'd like to share my dreams with you
by snuggling into your chest,
even placing my hand in your hand would be enough to rest.
I'd like to rest even though
I said I wanted to disappear
I don't understand anything
Nothing that happens in this life
and who can explain it to me
Silence answers me
with its usual indifference
But you, you do everything
to make me laugh
How not to associate joy
with your smile and obviously,
I don't have you,
you're not mine and I wish, yes,
I wish you were for me
but I guess today
I have to be content with the cold
that reaches my bones
and let poetry be the one to console me, even if it's only for a moment.
(Spanish Version)
Hoy lloro por dentro
Estoy cansada
Comienzo a gritarle a mi dolor
Sigue mordiéndome las costillas
Me consume la frustración desde adentro
Y afuera, afuera llueven gotas de sal, con sabor amargo
No puedo dormir
aunque mi celular a marcado
el modo sueño
Quisiera compartirte mis sueños acurrucandome en tu pecho,
aún colocar mi mano en tu mano
seria suficiente para poder descansar
Quisiera descansar
aunque dije que quería desaparecer
que no entiendo nada
Nada de lo que pasa en esta vida y quien puede explicarme
Me contesta el silencio con su indiferencia acostumbrada
Pero tu, tú haces todo
para hacerme reír
Como no asociar la alegría
con tu sonrisa y obvio,
no te tengo, no eres mío
Quisiera, sí,
Quisiera que fueras para mi
pero supongo que hoy
tengo que conformarme con el frío
que me llega a los huesos
y dejar que sea la poesía la que me consuele,
aunque sea un poco
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