Idol Secret Love | Park Chaeyoung x FemReader

Chapter 5: A Heartfelt Conversation

Rosé's Perspective

The Blackpink tour had taken off, and Rosie found herself caught in a whirlwind of performances, practice sessions, and travel. The demands of the tour were relentless, leaving her with limited time for her online persona, Roseanne.

One evening, after a particularly exhausting concert, Rosie sat in her dressing room, desperately trying to catch her breath. She grabbed her phone and opened her messaging app, eager to send a quick message to Reader19, who had become an important part of her life. But as she started typing, exhaustion and frustration welled up within her, making her message unintentionally vague.

"Hey there, Reader19," she typed, her fingers trembling with fatigue. "I'm in the middle of a big project right now, and it's eating up all my time and energy. I can't talk right now, but I'll message you when I can. Hope you understand."

She hit send before she could reconsider her words. But deep down, she knew that her abrupt response was out of character, even for her busy schedule.

Jisoo's Perspective

Jisoo, the oldest member of Blackpink, noticed Chaeyoung's increasing withdrawal and frustration. She had seen her fellow member grow attached to her online conversations with someone, but she also knew the toll the tour was taking on Chaeyoung's emotional well-being.

One evening, after the concert, Jisoo approached Rosie in her dressing room. She spoke gently but firmly, concerned etched across her face. "Chaeyoung, I've noticed you've been distant lately, and your performances are starting to be affected. What's going on?"

Rosie hesitated for a moment, her exhaustion giving way to vulnerability. She finally admitted, "It's this online friend I've been talking to, Jisoo. I miss our conversations, but the tour has been so demanding that I can hardly find time to chat. It's been frustrating, and I don't know how to balance it all."

Jisoo nodded in understanding. "Chae, I get that you value your connection with this person, but you need to prioritize your well-being and our performances. Maybe it's time to take a break from those conversations for a while and focus on the tour. Your fans are here to support you, and I'm sure your online friend will understand."

Yu's Perspective

Yu, on the other hand, watched Blackpink's concerts through videos and livestreams, longing to be a part of the audience. She knew Roseanne was busy with the projects and she had tried to be patient. Still, the sudden change in Roseanne's responses left her feeling confused and hurt.

One evening, as Yu watched a live performance, she couldn't help but send a message to Roseanne:

"I've noticed that you've been distant lately, Roseanne. I miss our conversations, but I understand that you're busy with your project. Just remember, I'm here whenever you have time. I'll be cheering you on from afar."

Yu felt a pang of sadness as she sent the message. She wanted to support Roseanne, her online friends, during this hectic time, but she couldn't help but wish for more meaningful conversations.

Shared Perspective

As the tour continued, the strain on Rosè's schedule and emotions grew more palpable. Her connection with Reader19 remained a source of comfort and frustration in equal measure. She couldn't deny the wisdom in Jisoo's advice, yet she couldn't bear to sever the connection entirely.

Meanwhile, Reader19, still unaware of Rosè's true identity, continued to watch Blackpink's performances from a distance, their heart torn between understanding Roseanne's busyness and longing for more meaningful conversations.

Week later

As Rosé's rigorous schedule with Blackpink continued, she found herself needing a moment of solace. One evening, she sought out Jisoo, the oldest and often the most understanding member of the group, for a heartfelt conversation. She needed to confide in someone about the complexities of her online friendship and the growing feelings she had for "Reader19."

Rosé: Hesitantly, "Unnie, can we talk?"

Jisoo, always perceptive, sensed the seriousness in Rosie's voice and nodded, motioning for her to sit down.

Jisoo: "Of course, Chae. What's on your mind?"

Rosie took a deep breath before opening up about her secret online friend, all the while maintaining her college student persona.

Rosé: "I've been talking to someone online, Unnie. She's amazing, and we've grown really close. But I can't help but feel conflicted. It's like I have this separate world outside of Blackpink, and it's becoming increasingly important to me."

Jisoo listened attentively, offering a reassuring smile.

Jisoo: "It's natural to form connections outside of the group, Chae. Friends, especially those who truly understand and support you, are invaluable. But why do you feel conflicted about it?"

Rosé: Lowering her gaze, "Because... I think I'm starting to have deeper feelings for her, Unnie. It's confusing, and I don't know what to do. I never expected this to happen."

Jisoo's eyes widened in surprise, realizing the gravity of Rosie's confession. She placed a comforting hand on Rosie's shoulder.

Jisoo: Chaeyoung, it's okay to develop feelings for someone. It's a part of life. But I understand the complexities of your situation, especially with our busy schedules and the need to keep your identity a secret.

Rosé: Teary-eyed, "That's the thing, Unnie. I can't even tell her who I really am. It's like I'm leading a double life. I don't want to betray the trust of our fans or the group."

Jisoo offered Rosie a reassuring smile.

Jisoo: "Chae, it's clear that you care deeply about this person, and that's a beautiful thing. But you also need to consider what's best for you and for Blackpink. It's a delicate balance, but I believe you'll find the right path.''

Rosie nodded, grateful for Jisoo's understanding and support. The conversation helped alleviate some of the weight on her shoulders, but she knew that her feelings for "Reader19" still lingered, and the challenges they presented were far from over.

Yu's Perspectives

While Rosé's demanding schedule with Blackpink continued, Yu noticed that her interactions with Roseanne became increasingly infrequent. The messages from Roseanne had become sporadic, and her once-vibrant online friendship had taken a backseat to her idol life.

Yu couldn't help but feel a sense of disappointment and confusion. She missed the daily conversations they used to share, the laughter, and the connection they had formed. But she also understood that Roseanne, whom she believed to be a college student, had her own commitments and responsibilities.

As a result, Yu found herself spending more time on her own endeavors. She delved deeper into her college studies and her entrepreneurial aspirations, working tirelessly to make her dreams a reality. Additionally, she started streaming Blackpink's videos and content more frequently, finding solace in her admiration for the group and their music.

While Yu missed Roseanne's presence in her life, she was determined not to let the absence of their online friendship hinder her own growth and pursuit of her dreams. She understood that sometimes, priorities shifted, and she needed to focus on her own path, just as Rosè was dedicated to hers as an idol.

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