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Beadel's Pov

Hi everyone I'm Isabel Beatriz Paras De Leon. I am a professional volleyball player team captain and a business woman, I own a gym, cafe and restaurant. I'm a morning person, jolly lalo na sa mga people that I love. I may be a public figure but still, I keep my personal info very private. What the public see is what they only get.

And now nga, I just finished sa practice ng team, I saw them na nagtitiktok pa grabe lang mga to di napapagud. And me??I was just chillin and taking my time when my phone rings. Kaya I Lazily get my phone.

I didn't mind looking who it was, cause I'm really tired.

" Who's this? " I lazily answered

" Hello din sa yo Bei! " Sarcastically answered by the other line. " You didn't even mind looking at the caller id?? Hays never mind!! Are you coming mamaya sa party?? Mom is asking?? " Oh it's kuya Loel

" Hahaha sorry kuya, I was really tired lang katatapos lang ng practice eh.  But I'm coming ok! " I assure him

" Ok OK!!! I'll tell mom and take care. "

" Ok thanks for the reminder and take care too!! Love you kuya!! ' '

" Yeah yeah bye!! " And ended the call

Hmmnn after the call I was just scrolling my phone. And I open my dumped account , well the last time I opened this was I don't know?? Back when I was in college?? Yeah so sobrang tagal na well been busy kase.

" Bei we're going out mamaya?? Wanna come?? " Cait ask

" Nahhh, I have lakad later next time na lang. " Still on my phone.

" Ok!! "

I was scrolling when someone message me!! What the??? My nagmemesage parin sakin dito?? I got curious kase Di ko kilala yun nag message so I open it and shocked when I saw a lot of message from this person named Titania wow cool name.

I read yun message nya.

_ every day all I see is blood. Keeping up is really a mass to this kind of life, if you could call this life!! Tang ina!!! Everyone I see is suffering!!!dying !!! For what?!!! For this fucked up world?? Fuck this fuccckkkk!!! _

I scroll her messages pa till sa end kung what date sya first nag message sakin and it was 3 years ago pa!!! Ginawa nga nyang diary at labasan ng sama ng loob tong account ko . Halos lahat ng massages nya is very heavy!! Like life is nothing but still fighting.

" Wow!!! " Nasabi ko na lang

" Ate Bei ano yan?? " Sabay silip sa phone ko ni Deana.

" Hey??!! " Sabay tago ko ng phone. " You're so chismosa talaga!!! Dun ka nga !!!" Taboy ko sa kanya.

" Hahahaha uyyyyy si ate Bei!!! " Pang aasar pa nya. " Guys!!! Si ate Bei my secret admirer!!! "

" Wow iba ka talaga Beadel!!! Wooooohhh !!! " And nagtipon na nga si la sakin.

" Sino yan Bea?? " Usisa nila

" You guys are annoying!! Layo nga kayo!!!" Taboy ko sa kanila.

" Ang daaaaamoooot!!! " Sabay sabay nilang sigaw.

" Kj!!! " Inirapan ko na lang si la.

And I just locked my phone again. After that naghadle lang kami and my sinabi lang si coach and nag prepare na kami para umuwi.

6pm na akong nakabalik sa condo I just rest sa couch and close my eyes for a moment. I remember the messages. Kaya I pull out my phone sa bag ko. I got curious kase. So I scroll it up and read the messages. Everyday meron syang messages it's short but you can feel na she's really hurt and lifeless. Not because of some lovelife but the reason is it's like she's giving up in life.

Na sa party na ko nila mommy and I didn't finish ang pagbabasa but still it's on my mind. Thinking who could it be???

" Hey Bei!! " My dad poke me " Why are you here?? Dika makihalobilo sa mga cousins mo? "

" Ahmmn just tired that's all! But I'm fine here" I said to assure him.

" What's on your mind?? I know you?? You can share it with me?? " My dad persuaded me.

" Naahhh! I'm just really tired po, but I'm fine!! " I smile at him

" Ok!! But if ready kanang eshare yun thoughts mo I'm always here ok?? " My dad really knows me better than anyone.

" Yes dad thank you, I love you po" And hugged him

" Love you too sweetie " Smile and hugged me back

I said I got bored sa party so I told my mom that I'll be in my room na. But the real reason is I just wanna read the messages again and I wanna check if she send new message.

The thing that I've learned here is that she sent 1 message everyday. Pero every year meron syang 2 to 3 months na di nagmessage then after that message ulit. And I think she knows me?? Right?? I mean nagchachat sya sakin eh so she knows me?? Pero parang di nya ko kilala. Kase wala syang pake if I read her messages.that's why mas naging curious ako.

So I've searched for her account but I think she's not into socmed kase ni wala syang profile picture, walang any info, walang mga post. Maybe this is a dump account too. So I search her mutual friends but their is non!! Ano ba yan!! Till inantok na talaga ako, I didn't get any info about this Titania!

Hays bukas na nga lang ulit!!! Grabe kakafrustrate tong ginagawa ko! Am I that bored para kilalanin tong babaeng to??
I just take a deep breath then I put my phone down, nag shower na ko and I sleep na lang.