Chapter 12

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Y/N P.O.V     !T.W mentions of self harm!

Holy shit I thought streaming is tiring. So I rolled over to face mr.egg sandwich 

" hey will" I asked

"Yeeeeees" he responded

"Thank you for finding me the other day"

"I... It's ok"

"It's just" I say with tears rolling down my eyes

" hey it's ok" he added softly

"I keeps seeing Richard every where even if he's not really here and i-  I don't know what to fucking do and I'll have a nightmare and I just do it again and again and I can't stop it"

Wilbur said nothing and began to hug me 

"I remember whenever I would see him he always smelt strongly of  brandy and every time that now I go somewhere with lots of alcohol I'll smell it and I'll start seeing him everywhere I look"

Wilbur looked at me softly "just for you I'll never drink brandy again"

I then fell asleep in his welcoming arms 


—the next morning— 

Wilbur P.O.V   Slight T.W eating disorder I guess

Cold

Oh why is it cold

Oh why am I ever so cold 

Without her in my arms I am

Why not warm when she is 

Why can't it be warm 

If only she felt that 

The coldness when we are apart

Oh so cold 

So why aren't I warm 


I woke up to see Y/N's beautiful eyes staring back at me 

"Good morning" I said with a smile

"Good morning to you to" she responded

I always loved seeing her happy 

We went down to the kitchen where we greeted Tommy

 "hey Tom" I said

"HEYYY DID YOU SLEEP WELL?" He asked

I saw Y/N look at him to symbolise for him to be quieter 

I made pancakes for breakfast Y/N ate one then sat in the couch I went over and told her that I had to go now so we said bye and I left.


Y/N P.O.V 

I'm tired 

Really tired

But I slept so long

So why oh why am I tired 

No matter how long I sleep

Always so so tired

But why

Why am I tired

Why don't I have energy

Why oh why can't I have energy

Can't tommy lend me some


I look over to my phone and go onto Twitter (or whatever the fuck it's called now) and like some fan art of me 

I then sleep 


Tommy P.O.V

Women 

How do I get them

Why don't they like me

What have I done wrong

Why won't all the women love me

Am I simply so beautiful that they are scared 

I am so lonely

I need bitches

One for each arm 

I need some women

But they run and scream 

While I'm crying alone

I am lonely

I need women

I walk past Y/N on my way upstairs and Go on my computer to call up dream 

Why would I do this......

I don't know I was bored


" HEY DREAM HOW ARE YOU HOWS STUPID AMERICA"

"I don't know tommy I'm in the air on my way to see you with sapnap say hi to sapnap"

"WHAT"

"Oi tommy I said say hi not scream what"

"YOUR COMING HERE"

"Yea we're all coming for Christmas round George's"

"WE ARE WHAT"

"Ok bye see you later 😘"  *a/n Idk how he made kissy face over a call don't ask*



"Umm

Y/N....

Guess what"


A/N 

Hey guys hope you enjoyed this chapter Idk what my consistency with this is I think it was never even here but yeah.... 

the comments are looking lonely maybe you could make friends with them?


Ok bye ily all <333333333333

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