Y/N p.o.v T.W deppression, suicidal thoughts, self harm
I'm lying in bed
Blasting my music
Unable to move
Barely able to speak
I feel like shit
Tommy busts into my room and says
"I know you feel like shit but if I hear feel
better by Penelope Scott one more time I'm going to bash someone's head in"
"Please do me first" I ask of him
"I'm not hurting you" he says
I frown
"Why not" I ask "if the man who 'loves me' thinks I'm a bitch why not"
"Because" he says "I care about you"
"Aww" I say sarcastically "I don't care"
"Ok bye y/n love you"
"Sure"
And he leaves
Why don't I go to them
They'll sell you the rope
You'll use to hang yourself
So why not
No
I mustn't
For Tommy
And Nikki
Only them
Wilbur doesn't care
Or was it alcohol
I don't know
I don't care
Why bother
Why can't I just end it
Only two in this world would miss me
Yes it would hurt them
But I would be free
No
I can't
Fuck it
I made only two slits this time in my once beautiful skin
One for each person who cared for me
But what would they say
I cry
What would they do
Hopefully no one finds me
Oh no
"Y/n are you there?"
Was that clay
"Y/n if you don't say anything I'm coming into that bathroom now"
Fuck
He burst open the door to see my on the floor crying in a small pool of blood
He grabbed a towel put it around my wrist and rushed me to hospital
The cuts where deeper then before and bigger
"But why don't you care"
"I think I've lost my mind"
"Y/N?"
"Blurring the fact and the fiction"
"What are you saying?"
"But why do YOU care?"
"Y/N"
"Clay"
"Yes-"
"Why not let me die"
"Your my friend"
"Your just some guy I know"
"I don't care"
To kiss in cars and down town bars was all I was dreaming
And you drew stars around my scars
But now I'm bleeding
And it's all your fucking fault my love
Wilbur p.o.v
I thought I couldn't love anymore
Turns out I can't
but not for the same reasons as before
I use everyone I ever meet
I can't find the perfect match
Abuse those I love
While I ostracize the ones who love me
Back
Why oh why
Did I have to do that
I wish i could turn back
Time where necessary in order
To fix what I have damaged oh so greatly.
Oh my dear
Please forgive
Me from what I've done
Please my dear
I can't turn back time but I can Say this:
a friend to all is a friend to none
And if you never let go
We as people
Can never truly grow
Oh please my dear
Oh please forgive me
My love
My one
My dear
Because love can burn like a cigarette
The cigarettes of smokers
On the side of the road
Please oh please forgive me and
If nothing of it
I bid you goodbye.
A/N
That was fun to write I'm listening to:
Lovers rock
Saline solution
And Cardigan
So yea there are song lyrics
Ily all byee <3333333333
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