Chapter 19

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T.W! Eating disorder and possibly self harm

Time skip a week later

Y/N p.o.v

I walk out of my room and say hi to Tommy before flopping on the couch not wanting to get up until Tommy yells

 "come on we are going to see George, Nick and Clay" 

"I don't want to"

"To bad" he responds

"Ughhh fine"

"Yay"he squeals 

We hop in the car and I drive to George's house and because I'm feeling nice I let Tommy pick the music and he blasts your city gave me asthma and singing all the lyrics 

We finally get there halfway through saline soloution and I turn off the car as Tommy complains we then walk in and shout 

"Hey losers were here" 

To which clay responds "YOU GUYS WANT TACOS" 

"YEAHHHH" Tommy shreaks back 

I guess we're having tacos 

"oh yeah" Tommy says "Wilbur will be here in ten minutes"

My eyes lit up and I skipped a heartbeat I hadn't seen him in a week I don't know why we don't hang out more often since we live so close to eachother I then hear a knocking on the door and run up to it. I open the door to see a tall fluffy haired figure as he leans down I give him a kiss as Tommy shouts

"EWWWWWW LOVE" 

"It's not gross your just lonely" wilbur says

To which we all burst out laughing 


Time skip to tacos

I look at the taco with only a singular bite out of it. Wilbur looks over at me so I take another bite of the taco they where good I just couldn't eat today

Why was I like this

Why was I all fucked up 

I excuse myself to the bathroom and do something I haven't done in years possibly I shove two fingers down my throat and threw up the taco and cried I dug my nails into my arm tightly until they started to bleed slightly 

I walk back out to the table and Wilbur looked at me So he pulled me aside for a minute 


"Hey y/n how are you?" He asked softly

"I'm fine" I lied

"I heard you in the bathroom"

Ohh fuck 

"Umm Wilbur it's just- I- ummm-"

"How long have you been doing it for" he asked me

"Just today"

"Okay" he said "I know it's hard but try not to ok"

"Ok" I mumbled 


A/N 

I know this was a short as fuck chapter but I'm tired and have no motivation please give me ideas I'm sorry for only one chapter but I will publish more next time maybe if I have motivation I'm just mentally tired and always stressed about something and yea.. anyway have a nice day/night/evening/whatever else ily all <333333333333333

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