D.I.S.O.R.D.E.R || Taehyung X Reader

Chapter - 36 - A TRIP!!

A/n: so basically this book was supposed to be a 'Tae & yn ending up together kinda story' but lately me and many of yall want 'namjoon ending up together' so I'm kinda confused rn

so please comment like what you guys expect or want

There will be more drama like those highschool times now ☕

Taehyung p.o.v

"Wow she's beautiful even when she sleeps, why did I never notice this those times?"

Here I am laying next to her completely awake and concious, but my body has reluctant and not letting me get up

So I decided to just lay next to her and admire her beauty

"I wish I can just lay next to you and have you in my embrace my whole life..."

But godamnit

She's not like me

She's got her own life

She's got college and friends and super hot leader.

God I hate that guy so much

He just has everything, looks, personality, a good job, reputation and discipline and he never had hurt y/n, and y/n trusts him.

He's like everything y/n deservez

And here I am completely opposite of what he is

"What if she leaves me?"

"What if she realises Namjoon is better for her?"

"Does y/n even trust me like before? After all I did to her?"

"Is this just a moment? Or will we be together forever?"

"What if it all ends in vain? And I end up messing it up again like before"

I stared at my girl next to me, I'm scared she will fly out in front of my own eyes any moment soon

"No no no no no NO"

"Y/n can't leave me"

"She's mine"

"I've known her for the longest, I know what she loves, hates, everything"

I couldn't help but pull y/n more close to my body and embrace her in to a tight hold.

"She's mine"

I felt y/n trying to get out from my grip but I didn't know what was happening and I couldn't let her go

"T-tae" she called out for me breathless

"Yea...?"

"Can you let go? Y-youre holding me too tight"

"Sure" with a disheartened feeling I let her go of my embrace

"Why did you have to hug me so tightly? She complained in her morning voice while massaging her now sore arms

"Sorry it was cold" a simple excuse

She got up from the bed and went straight to the bathroom and I know pretty well that I should not talk to her unless it's 20 minutes later her getting fresh.

So I head to kitchen and made us breakfast

Time skip

Third person p.o.v

As y/n entered the kitchen she came to see that Taehyung was trying to cook something for Breakfast and she was adored by it.

Y/n sneaked behind him and gave him a back hug startling him along with it